Teenager

Quite Kills

~People say high-school is the best life experience you can have.... Well not people more like parents.
For me school feels like an endless loop of studying.. Straight A's.. Correct answers.~

~Now this might sound like what most students dream of, You know....like not failing~

~But for me its not an option to be anything but "perfect" because if im not that perfect straight A kid my dad would most likely disown or by the least kick me out~

~And im not exaggerating a tad
My dad is the perfect father to the outside world but he really is the complete opposite of that.~

~Does he give a single flying fuck about me.........
Simple answer
No.

But there isnt much of an option for me so i have to follow along.~

*Later at school*

~I dont have any friends at school
No like really... None
A big massive bright 0
I doubt anybody notices my existence~

~Other than.... Isabelle and her shitty friends, who has been bullying me day to day since 1st grade~

*Isabelle approaches sirenna*

Isabelle: oh my god, MIRACLES ARE REAL EVERYONE.... SHE DIDNT KILL HERSELF !!
*she yells for the whole hallway to see*

*kids in the hallway starting to laugh and giggle"

Sirenna: what the actual fuck is wrong with you!!

"Isabelle trips sirenna over her face and pulls her hair off the ground"

Isabelle:*whispers*.. Dont worry... I will make sure you will

*Isabelle lets go and leaves*

*Her friend group following while sirenna is trying to get up*

James: you should really go check on your mom... She might be sleeping with another teenage boy

*everyone laughs*

~What he just said just turned a switch on.. I have never felt this much rage kept in until now~

*sirenna stands up and punches james so hard his nose starts to bleed*

*everyone gasps"

Sirenna: you can burn in fucking hell *raises her middle finger and walks away*

~I have never really stood up for myself before because i knew im gonna get into detention if i ever did, cuz then my dad would get angry red so i just kept it to myself

I knew i was gonna get in trouble,but for once.... I didnt give a single fuck~

*Later in first period*

~Everyone in class was staring at me like im some criminal on the loose... Its weird........ I kinda like it~

Teacher: sirenna.... You seem kinda away today... Mind sharing whats on your mind thats more important than the class

Sirenna: i.. i was paying... Attention

Teacher: really?
Then i assume you wouldnt mind repeating what i just said

~before i could stop myself from saying it, it slid out~

Sirenna: i dont fucking care..

*everyone is in absolute shock*

Teacher: what in the name of god is wrong with you today!! ... First you hit a student in the hallway... Which you are getting detention for... And now you speak back rudely to your teacher.. And use inappropriate language

Sirenna: alright alright.... First of all that son of a bitch i hit in the hallway today

Teacher : watch your toung...

*sirenna interrupts*
He has been bullying me for 10 years straight and whenever i reported his ass to yall you would turn a blind eye and act like nothing is happening and second of all why you acting like the word "fuck" is such an inappropriate word its not like i told you to suck a dick or something

*Everyone starts giggling while in shock*

Teacher: alright.. Thats it.. HEAD TO DETENTION RIGHT NOW!

Sirenna: careful not to pop a vessel.. Didnt need you to tell me cuz i knew i was going anyways

*sirenna leaves the class and goes to detention*

~i dont know what just happened but it feels good being able to spit out all the shit those mother fuckers been doing for years.. Its gonna be a mess once the news reach my dad but.. Oh well~

*Detention door opens and james, liam, jaden, ben, dylan enter*

~oh.. My lord.. Not them~

Detention teacher: again?
You guys were there yesterday.. May i know why you are here today

Liam: we got into a fight with the other basketball team...

Detention teacher: do yall not get bored of these fights..

*Liam shugs his shoulders*

Detention teacher: Alright...take a seat

*jaden sits to the table beside sirenna while james sits behind her*

James whisper to sirenna: oh well look who is here... Let me guess... Here cuz of that weak ass punch of yours

Sirenna whispers back: didnt look like it was weak did it?

Detention teacher: quiet!

James: ay jaden....how many times do you think sirenna tried to suicide

Jaden says hesitantly: i... I dont know... Probably zero

James: come on dude you never wanna join in the fun do you

Jaden: i dont think telling someone to kill themselves is fu..

*Liam interrupts jaden*

Liam: pretty sure she didnt try to kill herself...instead she tried killing someone else i mean look at her.. She killed her cat and buried it in the woods

*Liam and james start quietly giggling while sirenna ignores them*

Jaden hesitantly: you guys know its a rumor.. Right? ... I mean Isabelle came up with it

James : why are you trying to defend her bro we always make fun of her

Jaden: im not.. Im just saying

*detention ends and sirenna goes home*
Sirenna goes home to see her mom and dad waiting for her on the table*