Speed 2

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TW: MENTION OF SH
Ps: I'll mention this a lot since Ivy's going through some hard times and if you are doing this to yourself please please please seek help from a friend, adult, teacher if you're in school or anybody you trust it's very important!! Stay safe <3

"He's your boyfriend??" I see Wade walk in.

"Hey Vee. Didn't know you knew Parker here." He told me.

"You guys know each other?" Peter asks.

"Yeah we're... sort of friends" I answer.

"Sort of? No I think she meant to say we're besties." He corrected.

"Oh uh sure. Um I'm gonna call over a friend. We're gonna watch movies in my room."

"Have fun Vee."

LATER

"You seem so sad" Holly noted. We decided to watch Mean Girls because we had nothing better to watch.

I nod. "Yeah I'm fine. Just really focused on the movie."

She paused it. "No you're not fine. You're very stiff and you look nervous. Is something wrong?"

"I'm just focused on the movie!"

"Ivy you've seen this movie 10 times!"

"What if I missed something?"

"Ivy!"

"It's not a big deal!" I sit up and move away from her.

"You just moved away from me." She moved closer to me. "What's wrong?"

I look down and feel my eyes start to burn.

"Ivy, is it something I did? Why are you crying?"

I wipe a tear. "It's not you it's me. Its what I did. I'm so bad to you and you're so good."

"What are you talking about? You're my best first girlfriend I've ever had!"

"But I'm a liar!" I roll up my sleeves and reveal the scars. I took off the wraps before she came over.

"Oh my god. Ivy why would you do this?" She held my hands softly and looked at the marks.

"I killed someone innocent. He was just controlled!"

"What if you hit a vein- wait- is this about Dark-Speed?"

"No! It's about my dad! My dad was Dark-Speed! And I killed him. I could've helped him!"

She shook her head. "Ivy you did what you thought was best! Maybe it was better off that way. Who did you have to help him?"

"You!"

"I don't know how! He's a grown man we need like a doctor or something. Ivy there was nothing to do. Stop doing this to yourself!"

I nod and she pulls me in a hug.

"Can we continue watching the movie?" I ask after a while.

She smiles. "Yeah, I was gonna ask but I was too scared."

"Never be scared to ask me to watch a movie."

"Noted!"

LATER AGAIN SORRY

Holly and Wade were sent home because the avengers were coming home soon.  Since then, Peter was studying and I was doing my geography homework.  Five pages yaaaay!!

A/N: No seriously, today (Thursday September 16 2021) I was given 5 pages of geography work it took me like 4 hours

I was actually thinking of cutting myself again..
No, they'll be home soon.
Come on, just one small cut.
No, I refuse to.
I said it would be small.
But I promised Holly!
She doesn't need to know.
That's true, but it's a promise.
..well it wasn't a pinky promise so that doesn't count.
Shit you're right.  But I don't want to.
Of course you do.  Come on.  Your wrists are better of cut them smooth.

"Hey we're home!"

Thank god.

"Hey Mr Stark." I said walking out of my room. "How was it? Did you run into Spider-Man or Miss Speedy- oh my god" They didn't come back with a Spider-Man and a Miss Speedy.  They came back with a Thor and a Loki.

"Ivy meet Thor and Loki, Thor and Loki, meet Ivy."

"Hello little one!" He shook my hand.  I remember meeting him.  He told me to take my mask off and I said no.

"Hello young midgardian." Loki shook my hand as well. He quickly pulled back though.  Did I just electrocute him?? I didn't know I could to that-

"Ouch, how's you do that?" He asked in a disgusted tone.

"Do what?" I ask.

"Loki she didn't do anything" Mr Stark rolled his eyes.  I was gonna stay but then I got a phone call.  Mr Davis.  Again.  Great.

"Well Holly needs more notes I'll be right back." I walked to my room and picked up. "Hey."

"Come over again.  I have more information about Dark-Speed."

"Alright I'm coming." I hung up and suited up.  I was gonna try running down the building.  I sat on the edge and placed my feet on the windows.  I went in my speed mode and tried running down.  Can you guess what I did?  If you guessed fall, then you would be correct.  I fell.  I landed on a car on my back.  In speed mode.   Ouch.  Soon enough, the avengers run out suited up and see me.  I'm suited up by the way.

"Oh my god! Are you ok?!" Mr Stark in his Iron Man suit ran over to me. "Yeah.. I'm ok, just a little sore."

"What were you doing?!"

"I was running down the building but failed."

"Oh god your an idiot.  How are you still alive?"

"I can't die."

Everyone gives me a look.

"Speed Stone gives me strength because it's- know what I gotta go."

"No, you're staying with us." Cap told me.

"But-"

"No buts."

"Fine! Don't want me to leave, then you just gotta catch me!" I went to run, but after like I couldn't run.  I was too much in pain.

Mr Stark grabbed me by the shoulder.  "Gotcha.  Come on.  We'll give you some stuff to help you."

I nod.