My Alpha Protects Me...Always

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(3rd POV)
Once they finally get there Harry gets out of the house and goes to Louis side and picks him up carrying him inside. Harry sits down with Louis in his lap and holds him close. He knows he needs to tell him about everything but he's scared. Louis will surly leave him once he knows he is running the strongest Moria team in London. He knows Louis will get his mate mark removed. While Harry sits there lost in his thoughts, Louis is sat in his lap confused but happy because as much as he hates to admit it he is very quickly falling for Harry. He hated that night away from Harry. Liam was so kind. He hopes he can have what Niall and Liam has one day.
(Harrys POV)
Well if I wait to tell him I'll get more attached when he leaves me. It's better he knows now so I can keep tabs on him for longer. Maybe after a while Edward will think it was just a fuck up? I don't know. He needs to know. I swear I'm such a bad alpha. I'm not supposed to have doubts. I'm supposed to be a strong alpha and know everything that's best for my omega. What's wrong with me? Maybe I should just say he isn't safe being with me anymore. Maybe I should make him leave before he leaves me. I mean this was clearly all a mistake to him. He doesn't love me. No one loves Harry. Especially not someone you took advantage of. I don't even notice that I'm crying for until I feel a beautiful delicate small hand is whiling them away. "Why are you crying hazza?" I chuckle Wetly as I look down at him. "I'm scared Lou..." He looks shocked. "Is your brother that bad? Would he really hurt us?" I look away. "I'm not concerned about him." Louis looks at me confused. "What do you mean?" I shake my head. And a small sob escapes me. "I'm scared because I have something else I have to tell you and I know you're going to leave me and I'm not ready to say goodbye to you, my beautiful babies." Louis gets out of my lap and I sob loudly. I can't live with out him. "What Harry? You aren't mated to someone else are you? I-is there.. someone else?" I look up confused. "No I would never do that to you. It's just... I... fuck I can't. Let me hold you please? One more time?" Louis looks scared but sits in my lap cuddling me. I take a deep breath and close my eyes. "I'm in charge of the biggest London mafia and I know some very bad people. I am known to be worse. Im a bad man Louis. I've killed men. I sell drugs and weapons and I am one of the most feared men in London." I rush out scared to open my eyes. Before I can open my eyes I feel coldness where Louis was and by the time I open them Louis is running towards the door and I sob. I new he was gonna leave. I scream for him knowing he's already gone. He doesn't love me. He never has and now I will never know my children. I curl into a ball and sob as I think of how I fucked up. I know I'm supposed to be the scariest man in the world but I just lost my whole world.
(Louis POV) 
As I listen to what Harry is saying I zone out. He's putting my babies in danger but he can also protect us. I need time to think. I need to think so I can figure out if I want to run forever with Harry and our children. I run to the door with out a word and change to my wolf from running into the woods for a breather. I just need to run for a bit I'm not gonna be gone long. I run and run until I slow down and take a deep breath. I look around and realize I don't know where I am. I whimper and start to walk from the direction I think I came from. I just wanted to breath because it's a lot to take in. I mean Harry is a very well known mob boss. Being with him is a literal death wish but in a way I find it hot that he is so powerful and I'd get to almost be a queen of something standing by Harry. We'd run it together. I continue to walk into the woods unsure of if I am headed home or further away. I listen as I walk letting nature scoop me up and I smile looking up. This would be a great walk with Harry. I gasp when I feel a small poke and turn around. No ones there so I shrug and continue walking. It was probably a bee and I'm just anxious. I mean it's not like anyone but Harry knows where we are so I should be fine out here. I'm tired tho and I wanna get home so I can sleep. I walk for what feels like hours and the sun is starting to set. I'm feeling dizzy from how tired I am and I just hope I can keep walking. My vision starts to blur so I sit down. Next thing I know darkness consumes me.
(Dream)
I feel myself smile and I wake up in a warm bed cuddles next to Harry. He's the man I love. I look over and see him hold our two babies one on his belly and the other in his right arm with the other one around me. I want to get up but my bones feel heavy. I go to tell Harry to get me food but I can't open my mouth. My eyes widen and I can't seem to get air. It's like I'm being suffocated. Why hasn't he looked at me. "I wish your mummy would have lived to meet you. He was so happy when he found out he was in labor. The pain was barely noticeable until we found out there were complications. I'm gonna protect you babies. Louis jr and Olivia. My two perfect babies. My vision goes blurry and dark ness consumed me again.
I frown as I keep so much pain and I feel so sick. I go to get up so I can throw up but eyes widen when I feel something in my wrist keeping me from leaving. I trying to pull because I'm gonna throw up but I can't even get my voice up before I'm throwing up on myself. My eyes burn with tears as I look around the room: I'm scared. I don't know where I am, I stink and I want my daddy or else I'm gonna kill someone.  I hear the door open and look over wide eyed. "Oh my god HARRY!!! W-what happened?" Sh shhh love. It's okay your safe baby. I couldn't stay away and I went looking for you and found you passed out on the tree so I brought you here but I want to talk cuz I can't let you leave. Your mine forever and always and I'm not letting you leave me. No matter what I can't live with out you." I furrow my brows and move away the little bit I can. "Harry what's wrong with you. You seem off." I look into his eyes. They look lighter than they used to. Like he isn't as stressed. "Im fine baby but you can't leave me. Promise you won't leave me. I need you and our pups in my life." I smile lightly and kiss him softly. "Of course love I just needed to go for a walk and figure out what life style I wanted. I mean it is a lot to take in." He looks perplexed "And?" I smile softly and cup his face. "I'd rather spend the rest of my life running with you, than to stay in one place forever alone." Harry smiles wide and leans down to kiss me. He feels a little rougher today and more closed off but I love him so I know well we will be okay. He will protect us. He promised. Hazza doesn't break a promise. He loves me too.
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Heyyyyy guysss so I finally updated. I'm going to a Harry Styles concert in a month and I'm gonna cry. I love him so much. Anyways. What do you think is gonna happen next?