A Better Me

" Shame "

* knock on the door *

" Fuck , it's my father " I walked towards the door and opened it .

" Chelsey !! Have you been smoking in the office !? " He was shocked cause he didn't expect me to be smoking in front of him but who cares , i don't .

" Yup .. none of your business " i smoked while letting him in , " Have a seat , sir "

" Chels .. i am your father , can you be a little more respectful ? Can you behave like a daughter ? "

" Well , you lost the right to call me daughter already and you have no fucking right to ask me to behave like your daughter , you are no father of mine and on the other hand respect ? I am showing you enough respect by letting you in my office . " I was full of rage but i calmed myself down and took out cigarette and started smoking .

" Chels .. we are sorry for what we did .. " he said as a sense of regret fills him up .

" Cut out the shit sir .. you are here in my damn office for business not for this ' dramatic father ' shit !! " I was starting to lose my patience with him .

" Okay fine  !! I thought i wouldn't take this matter out but you forced me to with your shitty behaviour !! This Playgirl attitude of yours won't take you anywhere , everyday you are seen at the bar , drunk and you are with different boys everyday , you are hooking up with randoms , you are taking drugs for goodness sake , you have no responsibilities towards your family , just everyday you are running behind money and boys are running behind you , you are famous Chels !! For the business you run but for your little antics that you play , you are addressed as " Lives for Sex " in the media , do you think it's good ? You are a shame for your family and yourself . Get this inside your damn brain !! "

I was completely filled with rage , my blood started boiling , if i had the chance i could have killed him by now , who the hell he is standing in my office and questioning my character .

" GET THE HELL OUT "

" what do you mean ? "

" Did i stutter !! i said , GET THE HELL OUT FROM THIS BUILDING "

" Don't be a fool , this is will affect your business "

I lost my patience completely , i threw the files on my tables and i broke the vase , out of my mind . Joe entered the office because of the sound ,

" GET FUCKING OUT OF MY SIGHT , JONATHAN "  I screamed on top of my lungs . Joe rushes to me with concern , and holds me tight to calm me down ,

And that's when the bastard opened his mouth again , " Huh , you sleeping with your PA .. aishhh , so low of you , so low of you , Chelsey " with a smirk he walked out the office .

I stood there , with Joe comforting me , little did i know that Joe was also upset but he didn't let me know , I wasn't upset neither i was sad , i was angry , i hated that man ,

" Chels .. calm down , will you let that person , a freaking nobody , to mess with you ? " He said , as he hugged me and that's when i broke down , tears started rolling down my cheeks , a huge gulp formed in my throat forbidding me to talk .

" J-j-joe .. leave me "

He wasn't expecting my outburst and i didn't want to see him me crying , i grabbed the bunch of keys and ran out of the building .
I saw my bike parked outside , and i rode it to my house .

I reached my house and slammed the door ..

And then , I ...