DESTINY

Frustrated

Singto POV:

I was frustrated. Krist didn't even touched me until now after that fated night happened. After that night he's being too much caring & gentle boyfriend of mine. It's been 2 weeks now & most importantly he is going to a stupid beach trip with friends for a week tomorrow.

                  Yeah, I mean he kisses me. But nothing more than that. Even if the kiss would lift us to a heated make out session, he would just leave me hanging.

I was sexually frustrated.

Can't he just understand without me saying it out loud that I want him. Is it that much difficult to understand?

When I understood that he was not going to do anything on his own so, I tried to do things in my own way.

Krist is playing with his phone on my sofa. I sat on the sofa beside him. Then I put his left hand on my right thigh. I called him, " Babe" smiling at him sweetly. He looked at me & pecked my lips.

Ohhh it already started working. I thought. I was smirking inside my mind.

I was rubbing my right hand on his left thigh. I called him again," Babe". He looked at me. But this time I didn't let him to just peck my lips I cupped his face with my left hand & kissed him. He was kissing me back. I was moving my right hand upwards still rubbing myself on him. Just when my hand was near his private area, I was dancing inside my mind that I made him hard already.

That's when Krist suddenly broke our kiss & looked at me confused saying," What are you doing?" Frowning looking at my hand he said, " Why are rubbing your hand on me? It it because you're hand is wet?"

Looking away pulling my hand away from him  I said , "Yeahhh Yeahhh my hand is sweating too much today."
I was blushing hard.

Why is he so dumb?
Was he this much dumb from the start??
I thought.

Backing off he said," Hey don't do that it's my new jeans."
Then suddenly he stood up saying, "Sing I think I have to go now. I haven't packed any of my clothes until now."

See Krist is backing off again making me hard. This time I just can't give up. So I stopped him from opening the door knob. Gripping his right hand tightly I said with a stern face ," You're not going anywhere not until I want you to be gone." Looking at his eyes " I want you badly."

"But you know right that my flight is in the early morning." He said making the awkward scene more awkward.
"I have to go there but I promise--" cutting his line I said in high peach,
" You know what just go there & drown yourself in the sea with your stupid friends. Never come back." I shut the door on his face.

I was so angry that he is just ditching me on his silly friends & that stupid beach trip.

A week later_______

I didn't call Krist this whole week. He didn't also. He send me some of his photos & videos on the beach with his friends, some voice messages nothing more. I didn't replied to any of them. Why should I? I mean when I actually said my words out loud making myself a fool he didn't even do anything. I know I was rude with him & I was already regretting things what I had blurted out that time.

But nothing can change the words I had said to him right? I sighed. I think after Krist will come back he will soon break up with me saying 'how pathetic I am' that I really am. & settle down with some beautiful girl who actually deserves him. I sighed again.

Suddenly I heard I knocking sound on my door. I opened the door the person I was expecting to be here is now standing in front of me smiling. When he saw me Krist practically jumped on me hugging tightly he said," I missed you soooooooo much."

Then why did you left me? I thought.

I hummed. " Are you tired? You can go back to your room & rest."
Breaking the hug Krist said," Are you crazy? I was dying to see you the whole week. I missed you so badly you know."

He entered my room & sitting on my bed he said, " Were not you missing me?"
I stood aside my bed in front of him. I nodded.