Chapter 5

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When I got to work, our workload was overflowing again. I don't understand why this keeps happening. I was on vacation for a week and a half. They act as if I'm the only accountant here. I'm frustrated because I was hoping to see Namjoon today. Maybe later I can get away to see him. I have a seat in my office and start on all the work they left me while I was away. By the time I looked at the clock, it was lunch. I stretch my arms out then grab my phone to see if Namjoon and I can have lunch. I see that I have some missed messages, why didn't I feel the vibration, probably because my head was drowning in work.

Jiminie: Good Morning Honey. I hope you slept well, I didn't. I miss you.

He is so sweet.

Joonie: Babe, I wanted to have lunch with you because I wanted to talk to you about something, but I just found out I need to go out of town for a business trip immediately. I'm sorry I can't see you before I leave. Call me when you get off, I love you.

Well damn, I wanted to have lunch with him, but I understand being the president of a big company requires you to take business trips. I wonder what he wants to talk about though. I see Jimin has sent me a picture with this message.

Jiminie: If this doesn't tell you what I'm feeling and thinking right now. I will have to show you in person.

OH! Everything in me is peaked and heated

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OH! Everything in me is peaked and heated. This man is walking sex and he knows it.

I send I miss you's to them both and head out for lunch. The company cafeteria is my quickest choice. I still have plenty of work to do.

Standing in line I hear all the gossip of the company. People tend to think that no one is listening but trust me they are.

All I hear is them talking about the woman in sapphire blue that was on President Namjoon's arm. I giggle to myself because I'm wondering how nobody can tell it's me. I get my lunch and head towards the door when I smell something warm and spicy. I look up to see where it's coming from. I have a weakness for good cologne and this one smells like pepper, cloves, and blood oranges. Why am I smelling that?

All I see is the back of a man walking past me. His hair is only long enough to brush the nape of his neck. He looks to be about might height and has nice shoulders. He leaves a scent that warms me and makes me smile. I wonder who he is. I head back to my office to finish my lunch and my work.

The rest of my day goes fast; besides the text messages from my men, nothing else happens. As I walk to the elevator after locking my office, I start to feel some pressure in my chest. Like there's a weight sitting there, it makes me feel anxious. I must have some lingering anxiety over the situation. I think about how much everything has changed since I ended things with Chris. It's a good change and I don't think I have ever been this happy, so I don't know why I have this anxiety. When I step off the elevator, I smell pepper and oranges again. I look up but I don't see the man that carries the scent. I giggle at myself because I have two soul mates, why am I looking for another man.

When I finally get home, I get comfortable with a book off my reading list then I call Joonie. He doesn't answer so he must be busy. I snuggle in with a throw from the couch and try to get a few chapters read. I like to take notes on what I'm reading so I have my notebook nearby. I think taking my mind off what's been happening should help this anxiety pass. I only got a few chapters in and the pressure that I felt in my chest was minor, so I decided to go to bed early because I'm not hungry.

I text Jiminie before I go to bed because I miss him. I wonder if he's thinking of me too.

Me: I miss you.

Jiminie: Not as much as I miss you.

Me: When will you be back?

Jiminie: In a couple of days. My first stop will be you.

Me: I look forward to it. It's been a long day and I'm exhausted.

I don't tell him about the anxiety because I don't want him worrying or thinking that I'm changing my mind about us.

Jimin: Oh honey. I wish I were there then mauve I could help you unwind.

Me: Me too. We haven't been able to really talk and get to know each other.

Jimin: We have the rest of our lives for that. You are happy about that....right?

Me: OF COURSE!!!! I just don't know how I got so lucky.

Jimin: Because you're you.

This is why I feel this way about him. He always has something sweet to say. I'm trying to go with the flow, but my brain keeps screaming that we really don't know each other. I push thoughts like those aside because something bigger than us says we are meant to be together so and my brain thought it was a clever idea to be with Chris. I didn't listen to my heart with that and look where that has landed me. Screw what my brain is saying, you messed up and now it's my heart's chance.

Me: thanks for that I didn't know I needed to hear it but I'm tired and I'm going to head off to bed. Miss you...night.

Jimin: Miss you too....sleep well.

That was enough to help me fall asleep. I had dreams of dragon eyes and Angel wings.

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