Quinn's Lax (COMPLETED)

13.

(AN: Trigger warning ⚠️  Some self-hate, self-harm will be mentioned.)

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Lax went to their private resort from Haiz's house. He threw away his phone that's why they can't contact him. His shadow guards are the ones informing his grandpa.

He went inside the house like a dead man. He didn't change his clothes even if they have clothes there. He also didn't eat. He stayed up all night as he can't sleep.

Negative thoughts are invading his mind and it's feeding his depression. The events of the past are clouding his mind. Haiz's words made it worst.

He's now looking down at himself. Feeling unworthy of being love. The next morning, he stands up looks at himself in the mirror.

"This is all your fault." He told his reflection.

"Since then you always gave problems."

"Your dada is right to lock you up away from others."

He touches the reflection of his face in the mirror.

"This face only causes troubles."

He chuckled and shakes his head.

"No. Your whole being is the problem."

"You should die."

"Yeah. I should."

Lax opened the drawer and took the bottle of his sleeping pills. He drank ten capsules before he heads out to the shore.

He sat on the sand waiting for the medicine to take effect. When he felt that it is kicking, he stands up and walks towards the sea.

Haiz's voice is echoing inside his head.

"He hates me."

He fainted after that. Fortunately, his bodyguards are already behind him and he was brought out of the water fast.

He was carried to the car when the bodyguard was sure that he's breathing.

One of the bodyguards checked his room when he gets out and found the pills. They informed their boss right away.

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Haiden and Ēlai are rushing to get to the hospital with Lex. Ēlai decided to drive because his brother and boyfriend are both not fit to drive.

"They said it's worse than before," Lex mumbled.

"It's my fault. I shouldn't have said that to him." Haiden said. He's trying hard to control his tears.

"Just be there for him," Lex told him.

They arrived at the hospital. His parents and grandparents are already there.

"Papa, Dada!"

"Lexie!" His papa is crying. "Your brother-

Skye couldn't finish his words. Haven is calming his hubby.

"H-how is he?" Haiden asked.

Haiden is expecting to receive a punch but nothing came. Haven pats his shoulder.

"The doctor is cleaning his system. He'll be fine, don't worry. My Lax is strong." Haven said. He knew that blaming Haiden or hurting him will only hurt his baby boy.

Besides, it's that bitch's fault. That's why he decided to punish that woman his way.

Haiden burst out crying. He keeps saying sorry. Skye hugs him.