december, the end ✓

three

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"It felt like lucid, or a loop."

He muttered, sighning deeply as he kept on explaining.

"I have a phone that I used to research, but sooner on i can no longer find it,"

"I never lose hope that i can find a help, but i think I'm really stuck in here. In the middle of an small island,"

"One thing i learned, I appreciated the beauty nature. If you want, you can come over with me outside but i often do it..."

"why? and how could we get out of here?"

"A ladder," a ladder?

How could he not be bored here. He seems to be used already, he's been living here for almost a year. I couldn't accept the fact that i need to be, What did i do wrong?

"am i the first person you talked to?"

"Here in island yes, but i have like two or three friends on back then. But I don't remember there names anymore."

"How could you not remember? mine also vanished. My hands were bruised. How did you find me?"

"You're crying."

"Outside, I found you, crying in the middle of the night. both of your hands soaked in blood. I felt like you escaped or something you just want to hide from the reality. That's what i read about your mind. you're scared."

"Did i said anything that night?"

"One word, freedom. And then you just fainted in my arms. I brought you here to rest." He explained, all in all, I understand why I'm here now.

Now everything felt real, i come close to touch his cheek — though i just want to make sure he's a real person. He wasn't looking at me so i took the chance.

I thought, he don't deserve to be here. we don't. he's pure just like his smile. He can read my mind and knows how i suffered so much and is only finding for a freedom.

His cheek felt so soft like a mochi, his plumpy pink lips has a smile plastered in it— his face has a perfect ratio. every part of his face is ethereal.

I attempt to stare at him first. How could i be so lucky to be stucked with this man? His shirt fits him even in a simplest way.

Looking at him, feels like every guy in this world is ugly— not so really.

"What are you doing, natan?" I snapped back to reality as i realise the way I'm pointing his cheek.

"Nothing. Just want to make sure you're a real person." I excused

"What do you think i am? A fairy?"

a male fairy.