Will i ever understand myself?

my life

i stopped plugging my phone at night
i wear the same clothes everyday
i forget to shower, wash my face or brush my teeth
i sleep in late to eat less
i am incapabel of cleaning my room
i lost interest in things i used to love
i am always bored and have no motivation
i am always sad for no reason
i can't get out of bed
i can't wake up in the morning