𝚆𝚎𝚕𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝙶𝙾7 ⁿᶜᵗ ᵈʳᵉᵃᵐ ᶠᶠ

𝘾𝙝𝙖𝙥𝙩𝙚𝙧 13 𝙘𝙤𝙣𝙛𝙚𝙨𝙨𝙞𝙤𝙣𝙨

The detector in the middle of them showed jisungs heartbeat it was obviously high.

Sweat formed on his forhead and he glenched his fists.

𝚠𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚒𝚜 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚋𝚒𝚐𝚐𝚎𝚜𝚝 𝚏𝚎𝚊𝚛 ???

Jisung visibly gulped and began to answer
"To be a dissapointment ...... wait n-no ...... let me word it differently....... my biggest fear is that.....that .....parents are embarrassed to have me as their child " Jisung looked on the floor while answering. Chenle looked surprised at his bestfriend. He knew Jisungs parents well and he couldnt figure out why he would feel that way or how this could be his biggest worry. From chenles point of view jisungs parents loved his bestfriend so much and were really proud of him.

𝚗𝚘𝚠 𝚝𝚘 𝚛𝚎𝚗𝚓𝚞𝚗

𝚠𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚒𝚜 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚋𝚒𝚐𝚐𝚎𝚜𝚝 𝚛𝚎𝚐𝚛𝚎𝚝 ???

renjun looked startled by the question. And he had to think about it. He bit his lip, he knew what it was but saying it out loud was completely different. "To be such a burden financially that my grandma died " Since he was a child his grandma had to work hard to get him to a good school and giving him the oppurtinity to choose freely which way he wanted to go in the future, which he had choosen to be art. When he was 18 he had the right to get money from his parents directly. His grandma worked really hard to gift renjun the apartment and he was always to grateful for it but he couldnt help but feel guilty ........ would she be still alive if he didnt exist in the first place ???? All those emotions were visibly in his face it was so raw that you could feel with him, for once huang renjun was a open book and not so mysterious and laid back.

𝚌𝚑𝚎𝚗𝚕𝚎 𝚒𝚝 𝚒𝚜 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚛 𝚝𝚞𝚛𝚗
𝚠𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚒𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚋𝚒𝚐𝚐𝚎𝚜𝚝 𝚕𝚒𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚎𝚟𝚎𝚛 𝚝𝚘𝚕𝚍 ???

For chenle this was a complicated question. I mean we tell lies everyday, every week, every month but to choose which was the biggest is difficult. But chenle managed it

"That it is okay for me that my parents AGAIN rather be on a buisiness trip somewhere than spending time with me for a week after ignoring my existence for a year" chenle answered, his voice was cold and his words felt so on ooint that it hurts.

𝚖𝚊𝚛𝚔 𝚕𝚎𝚎 𝚝𝚎𝚕𝚕 𝚞𝚜 𝚠𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚒𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚐𝚘𝚝 𝚜𝚘𝚘𝚘𝚘 𝚌𝚘𝚗𝚏𝚞𝚜𝚎𝚍 𝚛𝚎𝚌𝚎𝚗𝚝𝚕𝚢

Oh dudee mark cursed in his mind this game to death. Mark was really active on social, so the wave on the internet of people educating other people on sexualities and how you get to know what yours is, also got to mark. So mark being mark he read a lot of articles and thought about it A LOT. He is dense and he knows it so before he got his own sexuality wrong he spend time figuring it out and came to the conclusion that he was gay yes he was gay and for once in his life he was sure of it. He didnt come out cause his father would kick him out immediatly and disown him while putting him out for adoption. I mean him not doing sports was already the end of the world, imagine him coming out as gay.

"my sexuality confused me the past months but not anymore since i figured out i am gay " mark said monotone. Jeno was shocked and looked at his brother. He wasnt homohob or something he just didnt expect it and began to laugh. The others looked confused at him. "Mark imagine our fathers face when he hears that you are gay" Jeno said while laughing. Mark also began laughing " Mom would throw her slippers at me and dad would go and put me in a church camp while calling the adoption center hoping they would take me " Mark said chuckling