𝚆𝚎𝚕𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚎 𝚝𝚘 𝙶𝙾7 ⁿᶜᵗ ᵈʳᵉᵃᵐ ᶠᶠ

CHapTEr 21

Seing his wrists made him sad. The Girl now also looked at his frists. What she saw broke her heart. She took his wrists with her hands and kissed each.

"Don't hurt yourself, you are so beautiful stop it" yuri said while smiling softly at him. 

Renjun doesn't know why but tears began running down his cheeks.

"Hey, i know we don't know each other for long but let me say something: Life isnt hard also the situation isn't hard. We struggle at certain Situations because we aren't familiar with it. Each new Situation life confronts us with is so that we learn and improve. The next time that Situation occurs you know how to handle it and it will be easy. I tell myself Everytime i am having a hard time: when this Situation ends i have learnt something new, i have improved. For me improving and Learning is something positive and it helps me holding on. Hurting yourself or comitting suicide won't make the situation dissappear or easier. I am sorry when this offended you or made you feel hurt, i just wanted to help because i care about you" yuri tried to explain what she is thinking.

Yuri was pratically an outsider, she doesnt have many people she cares about but those few days made her and those random 7 People so close. It felt like she was already close to them than some people she had known for years. That fact weirded her out. Their current situation shutted them out of their old environment and practically forces them to be with each other. And even one of them is a mole. Yuri wasn't someone who showed her feelings at all and seeing someone so vulnerable in front of her leads her to care. She really cares about him. She was more of a listener and giving advice than actually comforting. She actually loves listening and helping others with their problems rather than dealing with her own.

She didn't know if it was the right thing to tell him all that, she had good intentions but she didn't want to cross boundaries, i mean, who is she to tell him how to deal with things ???? Just because she cares and wants to help, doesn't mean the other person automatically feels the same way. Renjun is the person who she is the closest with. Of course she is also friends with jaemin now but her and renjun were closer.

She searched for an reaction in his face after her speech.

he felt each word, those words were like bulletts, he never let his emotions out, he always bottled everything up and now all emotions came out. Tears flow and flow and he couldnt bring a single thing out of his mouth. His tongue was tied.

He just hugged her. "Thank you for caring" was all he could bring out. She hugged him back. She thought he will start screaming at her about how she could dare to say all that when she doesnt know about what he had been through. In this moment she was so relieved.  And happy she also shed some tears.

Jisung was having a nightmare, he often had those. They were hilariously stupid. How can someone at his age have still nightmares????

For him it was embarassing.

It was his fifth Time trying to sleep and he failed miserably. The only Person knowing about his nightmares was of course chenle. He stood up and tiptoed to chenles room and carefully opened the door and closed it behind him.
"Chenle i cant sleep" jisung said quietly.
Chenles eyes fluttered open the boy rubbed his eyes and then opened his arms, signalling jisung to come and hug him. Jisung smiled and jumped Into the hug.
"Oh jisungieeeeeeee you are literally still a Big baby huhh ???" Chenle began teasing him
"Yah stop it" jisung muttered trying to Fall asleep.
Chenle just laughed and hugged jisung tighter.

"Zenoooooooo leeeeeeeeeee i can't sleeeeeppp" na jaemin announced while throwing a pillow at the boy lying in his boy.
"YAH NA JAEMIN THE AUDACITY" jeno began ranting, jeno took his beauty sleep really seriously and that strawberry shit just destroyed it.
"Let me sleeeeeepppp" jeno whined.
"How about we play a Game???? Truth or truth?????"
"I am gonna continue sleep goodnight"
"okay truth or truth"
jeno growned in response.
"Okay truth good decision, do you like mint chocolate?????? I despise it like why you gonna eat tooth paste with chocolate like justice for the poor chocolate. WHY CANT People Just respect chocolate ????? Chocolate is perfect on its own why do you have to combine it with every shit ????? Dont get  me started on strawberrys, why do you people like strawberrys so much???" jaemin began ranting full speed to the point that it sounded like rapping.

Jeno just lied there trying to understand with a confused look on his face. Jenos entire energy has left his body and he just nodded his head the entire time. Jeno just laughed and nodded, jaemin sounded so funny it made him laugh his ass off.