☾boys do cry |eng|

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(i remember saying i wont be writing any other non-texting chapters but here we are lol)

Yoongi pulled up his car as near the place jungkook was currently staying at as he could. He immediately got out of the car and ran to the aparment complex, his hands shaking since he didn't really know what awaited him. He rang the bell and after someone let him inside, he ran up the stairs to that one flat Jungkook should be in. Surprisingly, Jimin opened the door with a soft smile on his face, which slightly bit calmed Yoongi down.

„He's in the bedroom," said Jimin and stepped out of Yoongi's way. He then walked fast in the direction he supposed the bedroom might be in and luckily he found it on his first try. He's prepared himself for tons of multiple situations but one of the few he didn't consider was seeing shirtless Jungkook laying on the bed supporting his body with his elbows, looking at Yoongi with a sly smirk on his face. Not that Yoongi ever imagined Kook's body half naked, but he sure didn't expect the younger's body and muscles to be so chiselled. He couldn't stop himself from looking at Jungkook for quite a while. He came back to his senses when the younger finally spoke to him.

„You came," whispered Kook and breathed out in a half smile, making Yoongi try holding himself back. He came here to talk to Jungkook, not to cheat on Taehyung, he needed to remind himself that. The younger sure wasn't making this any easier for Yoongi.

„Of course I did, I promised," said the older in return and sat himself on the edge of the bed, keeping distance between him and Kook. Even though Yoongi usually was the one who felt really confident around other guys and couldn't stop flirting with them, he now felt so small next to Jungkook, who still hasn't stopped staring at him with so much lust in his eyes. Yoongi knew very well how drunk he was and that he probably wouldn't act like this when sober and he really didn't want to take advantage of the situation, that just wouldn't be right.

„Yeah, you promised something," reminded Kook Yoongi and shifted his body closer to the older. Yoongi was fully aware of what he was talking about but couldn't decide if he should really do it now or talk to Jungkook first.

„Kookie, I think we should ta-"

Yoongi was cut off with lips pressed onto his and a hand on his nape, pulling him even closer to the younger. Jungkook didn't stop after one promised kiss, he went on kissing Yoongi passionately. The older's common sense was trying very hard to make him pull away from Jungkook and straight up tell him how wrong this was but his body didn't listen at all and without the blink of an eye he was returning Kook's kisses, just as eagerly. He put the palm of his hand on Jungkook's in both ways hot body and slowly caressed his warm and soft skin. He got lowkey caught up in the moment, unconsciously following Jungkook's lead, which was after all a paradox since Yoongi was supposed to be the experienced one and Jungkook was supposed to be the unexperinced virgin. But when Jungkook's hand reached for Yoongi's crotch, the older pulled away from Kook.

„Baby, we really shouldn't be doing this," said Yoongi while caressing the younger's cheek with his thumb and looking him deep into his beautiful eyes.

„What's stopping us?" asked Kook as he tried to reach for Yoongi's crotch again but being cut off by the older's hand.

„Well- I don't know, maybe the fact that you're not yourself now. Oh and also, I do have a boyfriend," explained Yoongi and gulped. Jungkook smirked at him and seductively bit his lip.

„Taehyung cheated on you, right? What's stopping you from making him feel the same way you did back then?" asked Jungkook and even though Yoongi was trying his best to stay loyal to his boyfriend, the younger had a point. Well, he probably shouldn't try to make Taehyung feel just as miserable as Yoongi himself did after what Taehyung had done, but Jungkook was right there in front of him, half naked, horny as ever and Yoongi has always had a soft spot for him.

„I think we should talk first. You know, about what you texted me," said Yoongi while still trying to do the right thing and hold himself back.

„There's no need for using words, Yoongi, our bodies can communicate non-verbally," said Kook and he grabbed the hem of the older's black t-shirt and pulled it up. Yoongi wanted to stop him at first but then again, he himself was pretty much horny and after all the stress he had gone trough in the last few hours because of Jungkook, he trully could use some kind of release at the moment.

„You'll definitely regret this in the morning," tried Yoongi once more to talk Jungkook out of this whole thing but the younger just smilled at him and threw the older's black t-shirt away.

„I regret a lot of thing but this sure won't be one of them," said Jungkook and began kissing Yoongi again, his hands wandering around the older's light skin. Yoongi kept telling himself that he's done what he could to make the younger stop hitting on him but now he'd just convinced himself that the only right thing to do at the moment was to make Jungkook experience euphoria. He pushed him down on the bed and crawled on top of the younger, never pulling his lips away from Kook's. He put his hand on the younger's neck, choking him slightly as his long hidden dominant side was finally coming to light.

Yoongi introduced Jungkook to his own techniques on how to make someone cum more than once that night and didn't regret it even a tiny bit.