-𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐫 | HyunIn ✔

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"so, you know, that i'm...?"

"You made it obvious, dumbo"

He replied, soft chuckles were filling up the first gap of the sentences. Meanwhile, Hyunjin's cheeks grew instantly crimson from the response that he could even feel the heat on his ears.

'fuck, i thought i was ready, i knew this day would eventually come. But this is terrifyingly scary, scary!' He thought, also mentally cursing himself at the same time.

Watching the male, Jeongin decided to silently approach him by using his knees to move on the modern oak tiles under him.

As soon as he reached the spot, he sat right in front of him and gently took his delicate hands to be in his soft grasps. And when Hyunjin simply tilted his head up, a sweet smile was visible in his sight.

"It's all good, Hyungie. Now tell me something i might already know, then i'll tell you something you might wanna know"

He said calmly as he gently rubbed the male's hand with his thumb, under the motive to force Hyunjin to read the room that clearly radiated a neutral energy rather than a heavy ones. The moment he felt the grip on his hands got tighten up by Hyunjin, Jeongin rested his eyes in allay.

With a small nod, a soft sight escaped Hyunjin's lips before he continued to fix his gaze on the other boy.

"But just so you know, i'm not really good at this..feeling speech stuff"

In all honesty that came from the bottom of his sincerest, he said in a low tone which pointed out the fact that he was not mentally confident. He eventually received a single understanding nod from Jeongin afterwards.

"Well. the first time i saw you was really when you first entered the school, i wasn't lying. I'm not the type to make new friends..nor do i care about newbies."

He first explained while the other brunet was thoroughly listening to his words.

"But you--"

He broke the bond between their hands off only to slowly bring his right ones up to Jeongin's left ear, gently tucking the hair strand that was peeking out on his eye. His face leaned in a little closer as he did.

A layer of blush soon crept up on the boy's cheeks from the mild action. "I didn't know what was it with you, but something about you just clicked with my head" he added as he trailed both his index and middle finger down to the boy's chin.

"um..hahah- m-my fox look alike face maybe?"

Jeongin whispered confusedly with a nervous undertone. Indeed he was flustered, he could barely process what was going on. Mainly because of how Hyunjin had held his chin up like this that was only starting to make his head fuzzy.

It was too much for him that it took his heart's turn to flip at least fifty times. But soon, he watched the older finally backed away and proceeded to let out some soft laughter from his plump lips.

"Maybe, but if i'm being honest, it was your smile that's even ethereal. Well, it was unearthly in my view. Ever since that, i kept on thinking of a way to talk to you but, i'm never good at shits like that--"

He paused, reaching out for the small pillow besides him to hug.

"So i came up with the idea to just write some..stuffs, on sticky papers hoping that you'd reply. Cowardly, but it got to the point where i actually got to talk to you in person, i was totally over the moon about that"

He said, smiling at Jeongin who was already doing the same for him. Both of them didn't dare to care about the rosy cheeks they were raising when the only thing they captured was the heavy eye contact they created.

"Eventually, i knew that my feeling was real since it got really hard for me to breath with you being anywhere near me. I've never felt this way before so this feeling is lowkey scary for me to handle, but I'm glad that i'll finally able to say this in words today; "

With that, Hyunjin slowly buried half of his face in the pillow that was originally sitting in the gap between his knees and the chest. As his voice was lowered down, the blush on his face only got even vibrant when he ran his mouth to confess four words out.

"I love you, Jeongin."

He marked, his shoulders were sunken low as he spoke with his arms were locked around his legs. Around forty seconds of deepening in complete silence from the latter, Hyunjin gripped onto his trousers.

"I love you-"

Just when he thought he could finish his words, he was suddenly pulled into a hug. Since his knees were folded up, he could feel the loud heartbeats coming from Jeongin's chest as they made a fraction.

"Don't worry, I heard you the first time" the boy chuckled softly, causing the older to feel a bit relieved from the warm reaction. Though, that still didn't change the fact that he couldn't tell what was on his mind.

Nevertheless, he created a more comfortable space to return the hug by lowering his knees down before slowly snaking his hands behind Jeongin's back.

The boy smiled, "thank you, that was like the most beautiful thing anyone has ever said to me. I don't think i'd ever forget everything you said just now in probably..the next sixty years" he whispered in the ear, whilst he let his chin rested on the crook of Hyunjin's neck.

"And you're actually really adorable" he added.

Though, the guy never said anything back other than just deepening into the hug, linking his nose to kiss the romantic rosemary scent from the younger's clothed shoulder. 

"There's a question you wanna ask, right?"

Jeongin mentioned with a smile that couldn't be seen by Hyunjin, his left hand was lightly gripping onto the raven's shoulder who then proceeded to pull away from the hug. –placing Jeongin in front of him.

"What's the feeling you get when you're with me?"

He asked in a somewhat low voice. The question actually made Jeongin's heart to skip a beat once, along with a continuous heat on the cheeks.

Instead of answering, he vaguely leaned his face closer to the older just so he could tilt his head slightly to the side. The next few seconds, Hyunjin felt Jeongin's soft lips were on his, giving him only two small smooches until he decided to end it there.

"I f-"

But just when Jeongin was about to back away, Hyunjin already had his right hand placed on his cheek only then using it to pull him back into a honeyed, cloud-like kiss.

Not much for an option, nor did he want to resist, Jeongin gladly answered him the moment he slowly slithered one of his hands in Hyunjin's hair from the side. Meanwhile the other one was wrapped around the latter's neck.

Teeth clashing, lips collided. Both of them had their eyes shut as their lips were rhyming in sync for the innocent but yet a warm-passionate kiss they launched, leaving the room to get filled up with their breathing and small mewls.

It was until they eventually pulled their lips away from the distance only to commit a calm eye contact with their foreheads were leaned against each other. Their chests were rising up and down due to the soft panting they heaved.

"The happiest, of course" Jeongin marked, chortling with a single smile.

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a/n
whoopsie doopsie so that happened.
Kill me, idfk how to narrate a kiss but this is for you lovely beautiful peeps and i hope yall liked it✨