Let Me Heal You

Chapter 11

Quick self promo before this chapter begins lol

I have started a book that is not related to the dsmp and is my own world and with my own oc's. It's lgbtq+ and I'm very proud of it, I would really appreciate if you check it out. <3

It is called crescent moon. Do not forget to read the description for TW's.

Anyways begin the chapter lol.

TW: smut, implied smut, fluff

The sun wakes me up this time.

Not artificial light from a lantern.

The sun is high in the sky and the clouds hang low. The forest atmosphere is peaceful. The only thing to be heard is birds squawking and the wind rustling the trees.

I look over at Xd. He is still asleep, his body rises and falls with each breathe. His hair falls over his eye.

I reach my hand out to brush it away.

I pull it back quickly, resisting the urge to touch him.

I'm not supposed to be catching feelings, this is all for show.

I rest my head back down at the pillow and watch him.

his lightly freckle dusted cheeks, his dirty blonde hair, his eyelashes, his nose, his slightly parted lips.

Cute.

No.

Not cute.

I can't think like that.

But, if I'm going to be here with him like this I better enjoy it. Right?

There's nothing wrong with enjoying it, right?

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I'm currently sitting on the bed, brushing my hair, when Xd walks in.

He stares at me, then blinks, then he continues to stare.

He walks over to me.

I continue brushing through my hair, staring at the ground to avoid his gaze.

He grabs my chin, forcing me to look up at him.

My eyes dart around the room finding anything but him to look at.

"look at me" He says firmly.

My eyes continue to look anywhere but him.

He squeezes my chin a bit, which is enough to get me to look him in the eyes.

I swallow as I meet his piercing gaze.

He glares down at me.

He leans down and our lips meet.

I lean into it.

He pulls away.

"impatient, are we?" He says smirking at me.

Without warning I go for his belt, frantically undoing it.

Fuck.

What am I doing.

I unbuckle his jeans, I get to his zip.

I look up at him for permission, he is just looking at me pleased.

I frantically pull down the zip.

I pull down his jeans and boxers.

He sits on the edge of the bed, I shuffle on my knees in-between his legs.

I take his member into my hands and begin stroking softly.

I tease his tip with my tongue, before completely taking him whole in to my mouth, gagging when it hits the back of my throat.

I cough a little and compose myself getting ready to take him all again.

Xd's fingers weave their way into my hair, holding it up.

Right as I ready myself an explosion goes off, which makes both me and him jump.