Good girls are bad girls (Natsu x Lucy)

Good or bad? Chapter 5

~warning not fully edited~

Natsu and Lucy had started messing around which caused Lisanna to get so pissed that she stormed off in the opposite direction. Finally Lucy thought rolling her eyes "Natsu chan?"

Lucy said questionably "hme~" he said looking up from searching through my CD albums. "D-do you like Lisanna?.." I said looking out my window to hide my slight blush "what do you mean?" He replied confused "I-I mean do you love her!" I said slightly raising my voice still not facing him. Why do I feel like this I thought with a lump in my throat trying to stop myself from crying ugh I feel so weak!! Dam Natsu look what he does to me. "Why would you say that." He says still not answering me, I growl lightly "answer me dammet!" I turn towards him looking up at him through my bangs. I know I'm acting childish but why can't he just answer me without asking questions to questions. "Lucy..." He trails off "you know what. Forget it jerk." I yell out glaring at him furiously I hold back the tears and storm out of my room knocking into him on the way.

"Lucy wait!!" He calls "leave me alone." I say deathly serious and practically fall down the stairs in my rush to get away. "Stupid natsu~" I mumble but suddenly I miss a step on the stairs and I tumble down the stairs head first "crap!" I exclaim

I land in a heap at the bottom "a-aw" I groan stuttering slightly as I rub my head "are you ok!" Says a small voice "y-yeah" I say half heartless I look at the person and its a girl she's quite short with bright blue hair and a orange beanie. Also a pretty black and white slightly tight jump suit, "are you sure? Well I'm levy" she says with a smile extending her hand I smile slightly "I'm Lucy nice to meet you" I say shaking her hand lightly "oh! Here" she says and helps me up "thanks" I say sighing a little "is something wrong" levy says concerned "nah I'm fine." I fake a smile "thanks for your help see you around maybe?" I continue "yeah!" She says cheerfully "ok see ya" I turn my back slightly "bye Lucy" she waves and skips off to talk to a red head.Hmm I didn't take much notice and started walking.

I should get to class I think glumly I didn't really know what I wanted to do yet so I kinda had a go at everything.

~ two hour passage in class~

"And open book to page 24" the teacher continues I blandly do so and let out a gust of air. I felt kinda bad about how I acted towards Natsu I guess I just was upset that he would love that girl. I dint want Natsu to fall in love I need him. Bleh I'm so selfish.

~after class (because I'm lazy XD)

"Oh hey Lucy" I turned around to see levy "hey" I said with a smile "Me and a couple friends are going to grab something to eat wanna come?" She asked I really didn't feel like being social but.. Levy looked so excited I just couldn't say no. "Of course" "yayay!!!!" She bounced up and did a little dance. I laughed "ok let's go already." "Ok Lucy chan!" We walked off and soon we met Levy's friends there was the red haired I saw earlier and I found out her names was Erza and she was trying to get a degree in armed force so she could get in the army (my apologise if that's not a actual things T~T)
She looked the the person you wouldn't wanna mess with.

Gajeel was also there (Natsu's room mate if you forgot) and a boy called Grey who had black hair he looked pretty nice I liked his voice to he was trying to get a degree in architecture these people weren't to bad I thought. "So Lucy what are you into?" Asked Erza "oh, I don't really know yet" I blushed slightly and she grinned "you'll find out soon probably" she said thinking we decided to take levy's car it was pretty big. "This is your car?" Asked Gajeel raising a eyebrow peering down at levy "Y-yeah what about it" she said making her mouth a Upside down ' V ' ( this is her face T^T lol ) "nice." He said simply and levy turned a light shade of red, strange....

When we got there it was pretty cute we all ordered and straight after they all started chatting I kept quite I still didn't feel like talking.. And just looked out the window, I wonder what Natsu is doing I thought n-no!! Get that nutcase out of your head Lucy I mentally face palm myself. Stupid Natsu... I think grumbling. "Lucy chan are you feeling ok?" Levy asked taking a little sip from her latte (our food/drinks had been served) "yeah... I guess I just feel a little sick" I say with a sigh "what kinda of sick?" Grey asks furrowing his eyebrows in concern "U-uh it sorta feels like a fever." I quickly shut myself up and take a swig of my vanilla milkshake. Grey suddenly reached over and moved some of my dark hair behind my ear slowly and pressed his hand on my forehead. I blushed a little and stared at him with wide eyes, "you do feel warm" he said sceptical. "I could drive you back if you wanted?" Erza offered "U-uh~" I started "no it's fine Erza I got it" grey smiled and sat up dropping his hand and helping me up "thanks." I say quietly I still didn't know if I could trust these people "don't worry bout' it I was gonna leave soon anyway" he explains I nod.

~back at university ~

"Thanks again grey Sama" I say bowing in respect "it's fine really just go get some rest." He grins "ok well Talk to you later bye" I wave shortly "see Ya" he says as we walk our separate ways.

"Ugh stupid door open!" I mutter trying to jam the key in finaly it opens Mira Jane isn't here right now. Hmm my side of the room is still pretty ordinary compared to Mira's she has posters up everywhere and had painted it a light pink and made it all nice and pretty. Time to decorate I think with a smirk.

I get home with three bags of random things for my room. (P.s sorry for not writing about her gong shopping I'm just to lazy •-•)
I'm pretty sure we're aloud to do what ever we want with it... Grey would probably be good at this wonder what his room looks like. wait why am I thinking about him?? Bleh boys. I think grumpily I empty all three bags on my bed and decide to paint my room first and by paint I mean I'm to lazy for that so wallpaper it is! I quickly put my black hair into a messy bun and slip into some old daggy clothes just in case. By now I looked like a granny... Pretty awesome look I had to admit I joked to myself, I had chosen a dark grey ish wallpaper with vintage like designs on it its very hard to describe.

(IMPORTANT!! A PICTURE OF HER WALLPAPER IS THE PICTURE FOR THIS CHAPTER thank you •3•)

After moving everything it was quite hard trying to put it on alone. Maybe I should call grey over to help I mean his tall. Isn't he? Or what about Natsu!? I totally forgot about that idiot, I should apologise I feel bad now I think pulling out my phone and dialling his number. It started ringing and he finally picked up "uh. Hello?" He said "hey Natsu."
"Oh hey lucy...."
"Look I'm really sorry for everything I said!" I blurt out
"It's fine it was my fault for not telling you"
"Huh? Not telling me what?" I ask confused
"I thought you knew? Lisanna and I are dating."
I froze. It felt like my hole world suddenly collapsed at these few words. Natsu and Lisanna are dating. I couldn't believe it no that's cant be true I could feel the lump in my throat and my breathing getting hitched as I tried to not cry my eyes out. w-why h-how!!?! Why do I feel this way! I thought and I suddenly felt the tears streaming down my cheeks I'm crying!?!! What why I didn't even know that Natsu was still talking. I just broke.
"Lucy? What's wrong why aren't you talking"
"I thought you knew?"
"Lucy answer me, please?"
"LUCY!!!" He screamed and then I realised my hand was shaking
"What." I managed to cough out finally.
"I thought you knew-" he was caught off
"Lucy are you crying?..." He continued
I didn't say anything for a moment "HOW COULD YOU!!" I yelled my voice cracking three times
"W-what do you mean!" He growled back pain in his voice and guilt. Why did I even care they were dating! It's not like Natsu and I were dating. It's not like I love him!! But then why do I feel like a massive hole has ripped it's self in my heart. I don't want to feel like this anymore. Oh god please help!
"Natsu.... Drageel." I said quietly
He didn't reply
"I never wanna see your face ever again! I never wanna see you or talk to you again!! You hear me I hate you I hate you so much go Rott in hell you maggot you played with my feelings jerk face I hate you!!!" I screamed tears still rolling freely down my cheeks I had finally snapped.
"Lucy...." I could tell he was crying I could hear it in his voice. I don't care anymore...
"Goodbye." I say finally and hang up. "I HATE HIM" I yell out like a child. throw my phone onto my bed and collapse on the floor curling up and letting the Tears go I just wanted to die. Why can't I die. Just let me die.

(OHHHHHHHHH *jumps backwards into all my massive plans for the next chapter*
did you feel the suspense in your butt holes •3• XD Sorry I just had pewdiepie on my mind today and I feel like he would say that -3-
ANYWAYY hope you enjoyed this chapter I know Lucy seams harsh and a bitch maybe to some people but Ya know she's got issues >3< don't worry also this is a Nalu fanfic so good stuff will come
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