Hey guys! Sorry I haven't updated for a while I just was to busy and I will be updating regularly now for an apology. So please accept my humble apology with this nalu filled pile of joy.
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Your not gonna believe this but we told the cops the car was stolen and smashed. So lucky for us no Chargers were pressed and we didn't rad anyone out as well so don't worry
Erza texted back,
I was relieved they didn't get fined or even worse.. Now that that's all cleared up I ought to think about what I'm gonna do with that girl Anastasia. I guess the polite thing to do is go see her.. But, ugh. I'm sick of being polite and kind. I just wanna be myself and not some stupid blond like I had to be. I Collapse on my bed sheets and let out a large sigh starring at the pale ceiling. "Why did I come here in the first place, I would have been set by myself with all that stupid cash." I say quietly to myself, hearing my own voice even made me feel angry. Why did I have to make friends and shit.
Not wanting to think about it anymore I get up and walk over to my stereo putting on some 21 pilots. Their music has always helped me through troubling times, even when I wasn't aloud to listen it. I always found a way, either by getting the nurse to sneak me a MP3 or getting my mini stero myself and taking out all my hidden music CDs.. I turn the volume up before lying down listening to Tyler's voice and Josh's drumming that'll make me forget about my problems.
Nastu floats through my mind when Tyler's "can't help falling in love" cover turns on. How does that retard find his way every where I go.
"Wise men say......only fools rush in"
A sudden flash back happens of when Natsu and I first met. Falling from the window, his bright hair and sarcastic smile. He saved me from falling down a dark road.
"But I can't help falling in love with you, shall I stay, would it be a sin. If I can't help falling in love with you."
The warmth of his body and comfort the comfort of his touch. "STOP IT" I suddenly scream feeling out of control, I don't know what came over me.
"Like a river flow surely to the sea darling so we go some things were meant to be. take my hand, take my whole life to. cause I can't help falling in love with you"
Tears erupt from my eyes not being able to hold them back, I break down trying to hold my shaking body from now falling apart. "Why do i have to be so weak." I spit out now feeling my face heating up in anger, now furious I get up still crying my eyes out and look at my stereo.
"Like a river flows surely to the sea darling so we go some things were meant to be."
Not being able to take the pain I grab the machine throwing it where ever as hard as I can stopping the song. I slump down to sit on the ground leaning on my bed frame. "What's wrong with me." I whisper gripping my sides tightly still fighting more tears.
~next day~
I wake up on the floor and stare at the broken stereo not moving. Im suppose to meet Anastasia today. Goes through my mind but my body doesn't react and continues staring. Fuck it.
(Sorry for the short chapter!! I just wanted to publish something already. I'll do a large chapter tomorrow so see you then <3)
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