Poem 15

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Oh , how I loved nighttime!
Sitting by my window with
Laeland on my play list
And I gazing out, 
Mesmerised by the shining
Stars and fascinated by the moon and it's phases.
Thoughts and evocations attacking my mind ,
It never bothered me at all
'Cause I'd let my guard down
Knowing that it would never judge me
Night time,
The only time I managed to escape people
And process the changes around me
Without the presence of any chaos.
The night is darkness and I ,
I saw beauty in the darkness.
But now, I fear night time
Fear overwhelms me when the sun starts to set
I get panic attacks and I can't control them .
Whenever I try to sleep i get night mares ,
Horrible night mares!
Someone please save me!
Help me mend things with the dark
For its the only that accepted me for who I was
Oh, nighttime!
Hear my cries and have mercy on me. ...

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