I go to bed with an empty stomach.
I can't eat food.
Just thinking about it makes me sick.
I try to hide the fact I don't want to eat by eating.
I don't throw it up .
I have to digest it.
Just knowing I have fat and calories in me makes me want to throw up.
I wake up and go hours without food.
Don't tell anyone but I don't eat for days sometimes.
Everyone has to look like a doll right ?
I'm getting my chance.