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To break and heal your heart. Sex. Love. Power. Trauma. Healing. Struggle. Recovery. Pillow thoughts that are too real to ignore. *** Lauren_A__

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Who am I now?

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by Lauren_A__

                                        
                                                  I'm here sitting in my car 
Waiting to meet friends looking at old photos of you... 
Of me... 
Of who I used to be. 
                              I miss her
I wanna be her again
How do I be her? 
                              That weight has attached itself to the bottom of my heart
I don't like it

                              I feel like screaming
                              I know my voice will break 
And the agony of longing will be heard 
When I finally scream the words
"let me be her again..."
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