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Is It A Lot? 🤔

Sometimes you meet some people who can get to your nerves, like seriously! Why do they live to hurt others? Actually it's a silly question.
Love for control and dominance. Acting like they know everything and everyone should follow them with blind eyes.

In work you feel like you have to deal with those kinds of people, or you won't ever work in your life. Such persons exist in every corner and it's up to you to know how to deal with them and not let them effect you.

In my Deen (religion) Allah told us to be gentle, but in the same time to defend ourselves and for the right and stop the wrong when we get acquainted with it.

Sometimes I get upset with myself for being silent when I should speak. I'm trying to change that, I don't think or remember that I was always like that, but I can't recall when I changed.

But also another issue is I shouldn't get stressed or overthinking, I react wrong to myself, maybe not with others, but with myself emotionally. Then I start to ask for forgiveness and help from Allah, He created me before and after all. Plus He is the most Supporter and The Right.
I am the kind of person who apologize when I do wrong to any creature, won't the Creator be the most deserving of my apologies?

In the previous chapter, I talked about the waiting thing. Maybe it was a bit vague, but let me give you some examples about it, for example since I am a muralist 🎨 I was going to paint on the walls of my house, but there are workers fixing the sewers and the street so I can't start till they are done and hopefully soon because I'm planning to do that before mom comes back from her travel trip.
Another example, I want to buy Agatha Christie's books, but I can't get them till the carpenter bring the library I asked him to build for me.
And so on and so on...........

Speaking of Agatha Christie, I don't know if any of you read her story "And Then There Was None". Anyway a lebanese tv series with the name "Ten Little Slaves", it was supposed to be inspired by Agatha Christie's story. But give me a break will you? It's supposed to be a police Thriller story, not horror, also you don't make the actions move slowly and in a boring way, not forgetting the gaps between the events and also in the acting and reciting the dialogues, and the exageration in acting, this is not the theater people. And the actor who is originally a theatrical actor, was the most emotionless person in the series. 

By the way I don't think I mentioned earlier that the painting put as a cover for this book, is my own art work. Tell me what you think?

Did I speak too much? Or was it too little too Short?
Is it a lot?