5 Days || Choi Soobin ✓

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I got sick. I'm numb and dizzy.
Well in short, I'm having all the pain.
I didn't wanna trouble my parents that I never said anything although I've not been well for a long time.

One night, while having dinner, felt like I was losing myself. I fell. The morning I got up, I was in a hospital. I couldn't remember a thing.

The moment my dad delivered to me that I was having a brain tumor and that it was bad, my whole world seems to fall apart. I'm just hoping that my dad would safe my life. But the chances are low. Thinking that I might die soon would make me cry again but that'd trigger my head that I'd be lying in my bed, soulless, just breathing.

Couldn't think of anything. I'm scared. I'm gonna leave everything I love.
"Why me? Why does it have to be me?", that's the only thing I could ask and I can't get rid of it.
I'm having an operation in 5 days . There's only 20% to have a successful operation. Where's the other 80%? I can't but I don't want to worry myself and try to spend these 5 days to it's fullest...
I'm dying in 5 days.