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I woke up this morning, tears falling from my eyes. I feel weak that I feel like I'm having a breathing problem. I feel as if my memories are being erased. This is so overwhelming.

My operation is at the afternoon, my friends and my relatives have visited me. It's so nice but seeing them with a sad face is making me annoyed. To be honest, I'm kinda hoping to see you, is it too much? I wanna see you so bad, it might even be the last, we don't even know. It's noon now, you aren't here yet.

Was I just overthinking your words the whole time? Yeah, even before I'm dead, I'm still stupid.

30 minutes, I'm making myself ready for a big time. I, I guess you didn't see me as I thought you did. Anyway, thank you for making me happy those past days, for making me feel alive, for giving me the feeling of wanting to live and letting me know the greatness of being alive. Thank you.

I'll be hoping to see you again in our next life, hopefully. I wish I will be yours then. Goodbye, Choi Soobin.

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