Wanting Mashiho|| Mashikyu

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Mashiho's pov

"This must be crazyyyy loveee~ This must be–

I opened my eyes and stopped singing when I felt someone remove my earpiece

"I knew you were stupid but I never thought you were insane...how can you be embarrassing your self in public?" I looked up and saw that meanie

I looked around and saw some students laughing while looking at me

I paused the music playing and looked up to the meanie

"It's me who's getting embarrassed, why do you care?" I asked and grabbed my bag and then turned to leave but he held my hand

"Where do you think you're going?"

"What's it to you?" I answered with a question

"What's with the attitude?" he asked with his eyebrows arched making him look more hot- I mean more bad, yes more bad

"Nothing much, just treating you how you treat me afterall someone told me to do so" I said

"Well I didn't tell you to be rude to me" he said and held my shoulder while looking into my eyes

I gulped and grabbed courage before speaking

"I didn't call your name and why shouldn't I be rude to you? That's basically all you've been to me since we met, do you how hurtful it's been?" I said remembering how bad he's been and how his actions always bring back the memories of high school

I couldn't hold my anger and sadness

"Weakling...Crybaby...Slut...I've heard them all my life, I thought here would be different but I was wrong...so it's fair for others to treat me bad but I can't? What did I do to you? Huh? Answer me, what did I do to you to receive the harsh treatment?!"

"Do you think it's easy being me? Trying putting yourself in my shoes, do you know how much I already hate myself and here you are making it worse...I should not hang out with Haruto-san or Jihoon hyun because they're your friends?"

"I'm trying to change my self and you're just pushing me back to my old self...You and others that are like you always treat me like shit, it's really hurtful and frustrating"

"I'm tired of it all, do you know how many times I've tried to take my li– *sigh* Forget it...you won't understand, people like you only know how to inflict pain on others...You've been telling me to stay away from you and somehow we still meet"

"But this time, I want you to stay away from me, let me live my quiet life just the way you want it, let me be the weakling you always call me, I don't want to see you again, I'm done with you and your toxic treatment" I said and took my bag and stormed off

I didn't know why I blasted like that but I had to, I was tired of holding it all in

Junkyu

I got back into my car and clutched the steering wheels

I remembered all the words Mashiho said, was I really that harsh on him?

Watching him speak as tears kept rolling from his eyes made my heart clench for some reason

I wanted to embrace him and tell him to stop

"Ah fuck" I muttered and raked my hair backwards

I drove to my faculty because I had a class that was about to start

During the lectures, I wasn't really paying attention and it was because of Mashiho, he clouded my thoughts, his face was everywhere in my mind

'I need help'

No one's pov

Haruto after his classes, went to Mashiho's faculty, getting there he saw Jeongwoo

"Jeongwoo-ah" Jeongwoo turned at the sound of his name, he smiled when he saw Haruto at the door of the lecture hall waving

Jeongwoo's anger immediately faded seeing his smile, he even forgot about the silent treatment he planned to give Haruto

He bounced to Haruto

"Hyung...are your classes over?" Jeongwoo asked

"Mhm...By the way have you seen Mashiho?" Haruto asked looking behind Jeongwoo to see if he'll find Mashiho

"Mmm Mashi really hasn't come here, why?" Jeongwoo said

"I just wanted to take him to a new cafe that opened around the University and maybe hangout later" he said

"Ah it's sad that he's not here...but I can go with you" Jeongwoo said grinning

"Mm nah...I only want to take Mashiho, when Mashiho comes tell him to text me" Haruto said and left

Jeongwoo's smile slowly faded after hearing Haruto's words

He didn't know when his cheeks began to get wet because of how much his heart was broken

"W-Why can't he just recognise me like he used to?" Jeongwoo muttered looking at the empty entrance