Sam Smith - Summer In Paradise - [Friend's Book]

Chapter 7

I didn't really know what Sams impression was. He just said it was fine. Am i supposed to be happy now, that i heard that?

We just got back in and Sam went into the shower, despite it was late. Mabel went home and i guess was going to spread the news.

"Hey Sam?" i asked, knocking on the bathroom door. 

"Yes?" he stopped the runnign water and let me talk.

"Are you sure you're alright with this pregnancy?" 

"Ugh! I'll talk to you about that after i'm done, okay?" 

That was it from our conversation. i knew he couldnt be bothered to talk about it... or maybe he didnt want the baby??? 

no i cannot keep going on like this, i need to stop thinking about this baby and Sam. i need to focus on what's right!

-after Sam finished his shower- :D

"Right what did you want me for?" he looked at me clearly.

"Sam, do you want this baby or not?"

"Ahh..."

"SAM TELL ME THIS IS IMPORTANT!!!"

"Um...AH geez i..i......."

"You what?"

"I dont.. i'll be going out to tours and that, and you'll have to look after it on your own"

"IT? SO IS IT AN IT NOW?"

"Sorry i didnt mean..."

"...YOU KNOW WHAT SAM FORGET IT, you dont want it fine, you dont want me!"

"WHAT i never said that, its just we cant look after the baby, i'll be going out for most of the time and you cant even pick up a light box nor a baby, and you cant even look after a little pet NOR A BABY!"

"OKAY!! STOP SHOUTING!" 

"You started it"

"FORGET IT SAM"

"Okay?"

All Sam did now was walk off and laugh. he found that conversation funny for some reason. he doesnt get it yet, that the baby talks are important.