Living With My Enemy

Chapter 5 (The Truth Spills)

Chapter 5
The Truth Spills
Prov: Aaliyah

I don't know I admitted that I got raped before to Zachary. Even though I hate him he seems to have a kind heart. Because if he didn't he wouldn't be comforting me. Right?

You can't cry it shows that you are weak! That man told me.
If you tell your mommy she's not gonna love you know more! He told me.
Santa won't get you anything if you won't listen to me! He told me.
You are a slut and will always be one! He told me.

The memories fledded back. I never cried in front of people cause like he said it shows weakness. But I guess me being raped again brought back memories. I can see Zachary mad,his fists and jaw clenched. I guess I mindless well tell him. I took a deep breath and began.
“When I was 4 years old my father would touch parts that weren't suppose to be touched. He called it the Touching game for special girls like me. I didn't think to much of it because I was young. I had a twin sister named Aashlyn,we were really close (I smile), like 2 peas in a pod. She was a daddy girl and I was a mommy girl. When I turned 5 my mom taught me and Aashlyn were other people can't touch you at. She told us its called rape. So one day my mom took Aashlyn to a sleepover. My dad told me to go upstairs into my room. I did as I was told and sat their reading a book. He came in with no shirt on and some gym shorts. He picked me up and sat me on his lap. He said let's play the touching game! I told him we can't because its called rape and I should  tell mommy. He then brainwashed me into thinking no one will ever love me if o tell. H-He ummm,he slid my pants and underwear down and start fingering me. He would lick my cult and everything I didn't want to happen. He would keep doing this to me until I turned 10! He then started to actually have sex with me. When I turned 12. I found out..... I found out I-I- was pregnant and my mom thought it was a different boy. At first she was mad but got excited. My dad acted excited but he was actually worried. I was sad because I might hurt my mum and sister. So when my dad was at work I told both of them that dad has been raping me since I was 3. My mum believed me but my sister did not. I gave birth to a beautiful girl at the time my mom and dad were filing a divorce. He took my baby since he was the father. My sister lived with him and my baby. I still don't speak to them even though I'm dying for answers. My mom decided we start new and that I can still be a virgin since I didn't want it tooken away at such a young age.” I finished the whole story. I realized I was crying when Zachary began holding me and rubbing circles around my back. It felt like eternity when I finished crying. I then got up to take a nice warm shower while Zach went downstairs to clean the house. I took 45 minutes in the shower until the water turned cold. I put on some batman shorts that I noticed grew smaller and a bat man crop top t-shirt with my batman slippers. Yup I was ready for bed. I threw my wet hair into a messy high pony tail. I went downstairs to see a Zachary cooking! He turned towards me and smirked while he eyed me up and down. “I'm actually glad you tool your time to get dress.” He said cocky. “You cook?!” I asked shocked, ignoring his stupid comment. “Yea I been taught well.” While he cook I sat on the couch TV on and phone in my hand. I was on Instagram on my phone while watching TV! Who doesn't do that!? Zach came over and sat right next me setting a plate of cheesy stocks with some mild sause and some pasta. It smelled so good. I ate it andjuist melted away! Brahh it was good. “I noticed I'm not a bad cooker!” He says smirking.    “That was amazing!” I told him after my last bite. For dessert he had made a homemade Cinnamon glazed square. I think it was bread with all the good ingredients in it. I ate the dessert and drank my Dr.Pepper. “Is that why change your hair color?” Zacharay asked softly as if I'm about to break down into tears.“Yes,I don't want to look like my father at all!” I replyed kinda rudely but I didn't care cause its the truth!