Previously on F.M: Can you love someone who got pregnant at 13? Who's the father?......................................My Father.
We've been sitting in silence for the past 10 minutes.No one said a word probably sinking in what i just told them.
" I never new." Stacy whispered sadly.
" no one did, i didn't want anyone feeling sorry for me and my crap of a life i just wanted to be normal but i never will, and im just looking for friends who understands that." i said with my head hanqing low
" Justin I....I don't feel the same way even if i did i wouldn't put my problems on your shoulders, Im SO...sorry. i sighed looking up at him.
He nodded slightly and kissed my forhead but kept huqqinq me.
i closed my eyes and thought about nothing but at the same time it was... it was EVERYTHING actually, everything i looked over in the bad situations like this one.
" I have to go, get a way from here. i whispered
" Do It clear your head just get away i don't want you to get hurt anymore." Justin sighed shaking his head he looked at me with his green eyes and a little tear came falling.
i shook my head " don't cry over me please im not worth it." i cried
he didn't say anything just shook his head and kissed my forhead one more time before getting up sighing " I will always love you, and your more worth then crying over. come on stacy."
Almost forgetting Stacy was there i got up giving both a hug and insisted i was fine and would leave soon we said our goodbyes and they left, leaving me alone
I left 30 minutes after that and started my new life, something that was waiting for me all alonq
2 Weeks Later
I keep having these dreams their really weird.....This lady keeps asking me if i know where her daughter is and everytime i wake up the last thing i touched ends up on the bed im sleeping on.About two weeks ago after i left i checked the bank and i had over a hundred grand in there, i don't know where all that money came from cause last time i checked i only had 25 dollars. I don't have a clue what to do with it so i just use it for food and shelter,So now everynite i sleep in a motel room eating junk food and getting fatter by the hour.
my life is so screwed up and these dreams, these DREAMS are beyond crazy but theirs a weird naqqing at the back of my head saying i new who that lady was and ill find out sooner or later and im hoping Sooner
;) sorry its SO SHORT! just wanted to post!
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Finding Myself
FantasyValentine Brooks was left by her mother at the age of 5 on her fathers front door steps.Which really wasn't a good idea. Read to find out what fate has in store for her.
