Finding Myself

Finding Myself ch.4

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Previously on F.M: I...I don't feel the same Justin im SO sorry. I have to get away from here. Go clear your head i don't want you to get hurt anymore. justin said. I left 30 minutes after they left starting the life im supposed to have. Im having these weird dreams, and i don't know why. The last thing i touched always ended up in my bed the next day. I can't help the nagging feeling in the back of my head saying I know that lady

I opened my eyes, another one? but this one is diffrent the lady came running to me saying she's sorry for all the trouble and.

I...I can't remeber anything its all a blur and when i think to hard my head hurts......I need professional help oh god help me.

Hour later: Im here at the doctors office trying to find out what the hell is wronq with me, and  im getting really annoyed i mean people who just got here get called before i do plus i wanna check the damaged i made falling down the stairs this morning.

" Can i get some service around here?" i asked angrily

i sighed  it seems that everyone here is ignoring me and im get more pissed of as the seconds go by i closed my eyes and leaned back in the chair relaxing for a little bit, well until i was rudely interupted.

" Um excuse me Ms? Um Dr.Brookes  will see you know."

I shook my head about time " All right the room number please."

She closed her eyes and nodded her head in remeberence  she must be new to the job i closed my eyes tapping my foot inpatiently.

" Um room 106 Mam sorry for the delay but we have a doctor out."

i shook my head in an okay mannor " its alright i know how hard it is when someones missing.

I walked off looking for the room 106 and sighed as i past 100, this is enough excercise for me to loose pounds everytime i take a step.i looked around and sighed i seemed to be doing that alot but this time cause hospitals freak me out but i had to. Cause i think im loosing my friggin mind.

I walked pass room 105 and hesitated at 106  i slowly put my hand on the knob but the door opened before i could blink.

Ms.Brookes? the doctor asked i nodded "Ohkay what seems to be the problem?"

I looked at him and gasped he was beautiful i couldnt take my eyes off him he had black hair and hazel eyes that had specks of yellow and red in them his face nice and smooth.Radianlty and perfectly, his skin glowed like a sun gleaming, and i couldn't help but stare at his perfectly clear skin. His smile showed pearly whites.

" Are you alright Maam? he asked his voice sounding really concerned.

i shook my head and tried to walk over to the chair but couldn't make it before i fell flat on my ass in front of the man i think im in love with.

He checked me up and during that whole 10 minutes i had to keep my heartbeat normal so i won't seem like a crazy person.

He told me i was fine and nothing is wronq with me but if my head starts to hurt aqain i should come back. i closed my eyes and breathed in his scent which sent chills up my spine.

" I....I should go now i whispered as i got up and walked to the door."

" Um Ms.Brookes wait! Can i take you out to dinner saturday night?" he said hopefully.

" I don't know i just came out of a weird-"

" its alright i get it.....How bout i give you my number you know just in case." he sped out real fast.

"Sure." i said  taking his number and saved it in my phone.

He smiled real big " I' ll be expecting your call Ms.Brookes

I looked at him " Don't count on it....and the name is Valentine." I stated walking out the door

1hr later:

I just made it to the street of the motel i was staying at for the week and a couple of dudes were outside drinking but i payed them no mind and kept on walking. " hey Babe! come chill with us one bellowed.

" Yea girl where all good. one stated and the whole group started to crack up. 

i kept walking and counted to ten and started repeating 10 over and over until i felt a tug on my arm which sent me flying back hitting my head on the concriete "  didnt you hear Us! WE want you." he tried to say sexily. but just made me wanna gag. " get the fuck off of me!" i yelled. i kicked him and ran to the nearest corner and heard them chasing me.

My first instict was to call the cops but i dialed his number instead i don't know why but it just felt right.

" Hello?" he said grumly.

" i Know i said i did'nt need you but can you please help me? i said threw tears. he kept trying to find out what was wrong but i couldn't, wouldn't tell him just gave him the name of the motel and stayed in my corner.Well i did stay until someone pulled me out who wasn't Dr.Brookes.........

How was it good bad tell me so i can improve 

p.s i no my editing is bad i never edit so sorri! :? just tell me if my writinq is guud enough