soulmate | heeseung<3

part 6

y/n POV
TW: MENTION OF DEATH.?

the next day and it's snowing. it was our dad's birthday. sigh. I walked to jungwon's room dressed in black and woke him up.
"jungwonie. let's go see dad." i said and got up and left his room and went back to heeseung and i's shared room.
"hee. I'm going to see my dad do you wanna come and say 'hi' I'm sure he would be happy to meet you." i said while my eyes were full with tears.
"yeah sure I'll come let me just get ready." he said and handed me areum and I went down stairs and got areum's diaper bag ready. soon enough the boys came down stairs and we headed out the door.
"wonnie, you ready to see dad?" i said and sat at the back of the car by areum.
"yeah it's been so long." he replied.
"what about you missy you ready to go see grandpa?" i said and a tear slipped from my eye.
"noona you know serim noona's birthday is-" jungwon said but I couldn't bare for him to finish the sentence.
"yeah I know." I replied watching the kids outside playing around with their whole family.
"so when are you guys going to tell me about your family?" heeseung asked and I started tearing up at the sound of the word family.
"it wasn't necessarily family. it was more like jungwon and I." i said and hurtful memories came rushing back.
"I'll explain it to you later." i said to heeseung and he nodded understanding my condition. soon enough we were here. the cemetery. I got out of the car and looked around.
"wow we haven't been here in a while." jungwon said and wrapped his arm around my shoulder and we started walking making sure that heeseung was behind with areum.
"this is it." jungwon said and I kneeled down to the grave.
"hi dad. it's been so long. yes it's me y/n not serim unnie." i chuckled a bit and next thing you know I was crying.
"has mom visited before? yeah probably not. anyways here's jungwon." i said and sniffed.
"hey dad. it's me your best buddy. I've been looking back at our old dvds. oh and this is hyung! heeseung hyung. and this is-" i cut jungwon off.
"it's okay I'll tell dad. so dad, um yeah I have a kid. but- she was sent to me as a sign." i said and took areum from heeseung's hands.
"her name is areum like the love that you had for your kids." i teared up just thinking about how dad would always say that he was fine but he actually wasn't.
"oh and this is heeseung. I guess he's the father of areum. we haven't gotten together yet but we are on good terms right now." i whispered the last part.
"oh and have you seen serim unnie yet? yeah probably not again." I was crying at this point. I hated how my family hated each other.
"don't worry. I'll find byeol soon." i said and got up and told heeseung he should talk to dad too.
"oh um- hi um-" heeseung cut off because he didn't know what to call him.
"dad." jungwon replied.
"hi dad. I'm lee heeseung. um. I'm working to take care of y/n and areum. and I hope that you will watch over them whenever times are tough." heeseung said which caused my heart to skip a beat. he got up and jungwon wanted to say something.
"dad do you remember when we used to go to taekwondo and noona used to go for singing less-" i covered jungwon's mouth before heeseung could hear what else he was saying. a for a few moments jungwon finished talking and took a candle and a lighter out.
"happy birthday dad." we all said and the wind blew out the candle and we left flowers on the grave. as we were walking to the car I was crying the whole way there. when we got to the car and start driving home I fell asleep in the car.

I woke up from heeseung slightly tapping me to wake up. I got up and entered the house. I took areum from heeseung's hands and went to the room to change her. after I changed her into pajamas I also changed and soon after heeseung came in.
"hee I'm gonna go say goodnight to jungwon." i said and he nodded.
I knocked on jungwon's door and to my surprise he was sleeping. I walked in and sat on the edge of his bed.
"wonnie. it's your noona. I'm always here if you need someone to talk to. yes I know things are rough but don't be afraid to tell either heeseung or i if you have something on your mind." i said and moved his hair on his forehead and kissed it.
"you know I love you like you're my kid." i said and went back to my room.

Jungwon's POV

I heard someone knock on my door but I was too tired to get it so I just left it alone. soon after someone came in and sat on my bed. who is this. y/n noona? heeseung hyung? but my questions were answered when they started talking.
"wonnie it's your noona. I'm always here if you need someone to talk to. yes I know things are fought but don't be afraid to tell either heeseung or i if you have something on your mind." that whole thing that y/n said made me tear up a bit then I felt her cold hands move my hair and she kissed my forehead.
"you know I love you like you're my kid." a tear escaped my eye and I heard her get up and leave the room.
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A/N: hey guys!! how are you liking it so far? anyways I will be slowing down on the updates because of school but I will try and update as much as I can!