WHEN REVENGE STOPPED BEING ENOUGH.

♪CHAPTER 1♪

Chapter 1: I'm ready.

I jolted out of my sleep. My heart pounding as fast as the beat of an African drum circle while i remembered the scenes of that night. I can still hear the shots being fired, bullet after bullet, i can still smell the gun powder. The feeling of pure hatred. His words, i can still hear his words like i heard them just yesterday they still lead to an outburst of emotions, anger, pain, sadness and..... heartbreak, and those eyes, those beautiful sea green eyes that used to tug on my heart strings all I saw in them was hate and when he looked into my eyes, I saw guilt. I remember feeling his gaze burn through me. I hated every second of it.

So I'm going to do something about it. I'm ready, I'm ready to face all my inner demons. I'm ready to face him after all this time. It's time I punish him for all his deeds. All the hurt, the pain, the fear, the torment and the loneliness he caused me.

But not before i teach all the other bastards who helped him a lesson. Time to make my plan. So i got out of bed, grabbed, my cellphone from the nightstand checking the time and seeing that it was 2: 45 in the morning and walked to the room across the hall from mine. And opened the door and I was met by pitch-black darkness, i started feeling around for the light switch and turned it on. And then i lay my eyes upon my plan.

There in front of me where the details of the five bastards that helped that cunt with his actions. The six biggest mafia's in the world. Pretty cliche names if i do say saw myself ;
6. Basingstoke in London
5. Novaes in Paris.
4.Ivy in Cebu.
3.Blood eyes in Kabul.
2. Yakuza in Tokyo.

Then I saw the name that ruined my whole life. The reason for my current situation, the source of all my built up anger.
1. Monero in New York.

*Buzz..buzzz ...buzzz* i felt something vibrate on the table beside me. I picked it up and saw the Caller ID and picked up immediately.

"Hello?" I asked. " Lupe, is that you?" I heard Christopher ask.

"No, it's your evil ex-girlfriend and I want you back. Of course it's me Chris. Cut to the chase what do you want?"

" Oh, looks like someone had another bad dream. Does my sweet little munchkin need her best bud to come and tucker in, tell her a bedtime stories to make her forget about her bad bad dream." He teased.

"I swear to God Chris, if you don't tell me why you called me at..." I stopped to look around for a clock to see the time "...three in the freaking morning" I heard him chuckle in the background " You stopped to look around for a clock didn't you?"

" Chris I'm gonna hung up now" I said feeling my anger rise. I have serious anger issues to be honest even the smallest things like spilt milk piss me off.

" Stop. Wait geez woman can't you take a joke. Anyway i have the fake IDs, passports and plane tickets ready. I sent them through the mail. I'm sure they will be there by six."He said

" Thank you, Chris. Now delete this number, I'm getting a new phone when i get there. I'll call you the moment I arrive." And before he said anything i had hung up already.
I stood up and sprinted to my room and started packing. I was done with in the next hour it was and since i had nothing to do i set my alarm for 7:00 am and slept because i needed the sleep since i was going to have heck of a day once the sun rose.

*Beeb...beeb..beeeb* I heard my alarm. I woke up and walked to the bathroom, brushed my teeth, washed my face and had a quick shower. I came out of the bathroom and walked to my bed and saw the outfit i had picked out for today.

I applied a little mascara, eyeliner and lip gloss and I was ready.

I walked out of my bedroom hearing my footsteps echo in the house.

I walked to the living room and just stood there and reminisced on all the happy memories I had here, with mom, dad, Damon and even him. But the moment i thought about him all the horrible memories came rushing back. And all i felt was hatred, i felt anger course through my veins, i felt the temperature in the room rise. My heart started beating fast. It felt like i was about explode, i tried coming down but i couldn't, i tried breathing in and out, counting to ten, saying the ABCs but nothing worked and then when i was about to scream due to my frustration I remembered what he told me.

Lupe whenever you feel your anger rise to uncontrollable levels, think of the happiest day of your life.

I thought of the happiest i had ever been in my whole life, then i felt all the anger fade away. I can't believe that even after all the pain he's caused me, he's still the person that helps me find comfort. How can you hate someone so much but yearn for their presence in your life? After that sentence left my mind i felt like the dumbest being on this planet. Like i would ever need him. I let out a stifled laugh.

I was going to miss this place and all the people I met here. The friends, frienemies, Pablo and Bruno, their niece Isabelle and even Mrs Smith despite the fact that she wants to bury me in her flower garden.

"There she is." i heard someone say. My heart clenched when I heard his voice and standing beside him were my four favourite people.

"We are gonna miss you Chica." Bruno said.

"I'll miss you guys more, I don't want to leave but I have to. I have to get clarity and help my heart rest. " I said.

"Oh we know mon amour, we know" Isabelle said " Don't worry, we are always here for, now go before I start crying and begging you not leave me with these two idiots"

"Goodbye darling, don't forget a house schedule. Just because you're away doesn't allow to slack off. " Pablo said semi-seriously.

These guys were the only thing family I had left. Pablo and Bruno were my gay substitute parents and Isabelle was like an older sister/ best friend to me. They have been there for me ever since that day, taught me everything I know and loved me more than I could ever love myself.

"Goodbye, guys. Tu vas me manquer."

"Okay, enough of this sappy crying stuff. group hug? "

The caged me in one of the most bone crushing hugs i had ever received, "i love you, guys." and with that i was off.

I checked the mail and all i saw was bills. I swear to God i almost called Christopher to yell at him but then i saw the envelope fall out of stack of envelopes in my hand. After seeing all my documents, passports and IDs. I locked the house and put my suitcase in the trunk and jumped into a cab.

"Where to miss?" The cab driver asked. "To the airport." And then after that he drove off and the whole drive was silent apart from the music playing from the radio. But I didn't mind at all. I loved the he was quite he gave me space to think unlike some cab drivers who won't shut up even if their life depended on it.

Before i even noticed i had finally reached my destination. The airport. Big, lavish and expensive. I went through security with no problems or disturbance at all. And the i boarded the plain. And then that was it. Lupe Moreno long forgotten and heading to London as Camilla Domingo.

Here comes your Caterpillar. Unfortunately she's transformed though, you won't be expecting what's coming and you won't be able to recover from the suprise either, and by the time you understand what happened it will be a little to late Topolino.

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