Turn Back Time | vsoo

The start of a new Beginning

After the program, my feet just dragged me at the domicile. It has been my routine ever since Taehyung and I broke up. 

And what a timing, "Vante" became popular in those times I was alone.

Hah! Who would have thought it was him all along?

Funny, but I fell for his poems. Those line that sting in my heart leaving some poison. Intoxicating, it was like an addiction. 

I thought we're the same, but Taehyung? Huh! I take it all back!

"Jisoo..." I heard someone called me.

I look at my back and saw him with his infamous poker face. "Taehyung" I whispered to myself.

He started getting near me. A few meters apart.

"What?" I coldly answer.

"Um," He looked away and scratched the back of his neck. "W-why are you here?" He asked which made my eyebrows arched. What does he want?

"None of your business."

He straightened his back. I can see how his jaw clenched.

"It is my business. I know you've been reading my poems. I know what my poems can make you feel. We feel the same way." His eyes then softened.

"You're wrong. We do not. We aren't. Not anymore." I looked at my feet.

"But I still love you, Soo. I still do. It was never gone."

I scoffed. "You're crazy, Tae. You thought after what you did to us, you can just go back to me like nothing happened. No! Not now, not ever!" That's it. I exploded.

J-just-- just let me explain it all to you." He pleaded. Desperate. That was pasted in his face.

"For what, Taehyung? You're the one who said it right?! "Even if you explained it all, nothing will change!"" After I said those words, I instantly kicked his balls without thinking.

"Fuck!" He groin in pain.

"Damn it, woman! You will be sorry, if we won't get children because of what you did!" He shouts in frustration while holding his crotch. Oh my God! His really in deep pain.

I instantly blushed after processing what he just said.

"This is already the second time you did this!!" He hissed. Still on the ground.

It was already too late when I realize my anger subsided. Guilt overwhelmed me. 

I lowered myself and hold his right shoulder with my right hand, gently carresing it. "Oh, God. Umm, w-what s-should I d-do?"

"What do you think? Come here, woman!"

I stiffened when he suddenly grabbed me to stand up while pulling my waist close to his body. Then, he embraced me tightly.

I panicked and wriggled to get out of his embrace. "Y-you jerk!"

"Please, Soo. Let us stay with this a little longer. You don't know how much I miss you so bad. Feeling your skin so alive and close to me." My heart then melted by the time he said those words. 

I didn't protest. I'm also loving it, anyway.

He then buried his face in my neck. And so I'm feeling his breath on my sensitive part.

I close my eyes, wishing we could go back to the past. If I could just turn back the time, things would have turned out right. 

But just going to the past, where he broke my heart.. just seeing him with another girl. It hurts. So much.

I was back to being angry and pushed him with all my might.

"Jisoo, please?" He pleaded while getting near me again.

"Stop right there!" I shouted. He stopped.

"I'm tired, Tae. I'm hurt. Stop now, please. WHAT ELSE DO YOU WANT!?" I can't hide it no more. My tears just fall. I felt so.. weak.

He looked at me intently with his eyes saying hurt. Hurt? T-that couldn't be right. Maybe, it's just my imagination.

"I break up with you for the sake of my mom, Soo.."

"W-what do you mean?" I looked at him with a questioned look. Because of his mom? She accepts me as his girlfriend. What is he saying?

"All my life I was so happy having you by my side but also in those days my mom was losing my dad. Ironic, isn't it? I swear I was the happiest man but then half of my heart died when I knew about it."

My brows creased so he continued. "Dad was having a mistress without us knowing. And so, m-my mom was broken." He stated looking down.

"That's why my Mom wanted to be separated from my Dad. Not just by some damn papers but also by sight. She wanted to stay in the US for good. .with me." He looked at me apologetically.

He reached for my cheeks with his hands and wiped my tears away. I didn't know I was already crying a lot.

He was hurting and I never knew anything about it. I feel really sorry for him.

He continues. "I never stopped loving you, Jisoo. You're the only one."

"The one you saw at the mall with me was my cousin. She lives in the US and when she found out about what happened, she came back here to help me. She was my savior because she volunteered to stay beside my Mom instead of me." He started explaining.

We stared at each other's eyes. "I was so happy that time because I can get back to you again but I remembered, I broke up with you already. But I never lose hope, I tried reaching you but you're so far away. 

"You build this sort of barrier against me. But I could never blame you. It was my fault, I didn't tell you everything. I didn't open up." He was already crying.

"Please, Soo. I want us to go back to the way we used to be. I want you back."

After saying that long speech. He hugged me tightly while repeating the last sentence he said earlier.

"T-Tae, I-- Please, let me go."

His hug tightened. "N-no. No, Jisoo. Please. I won't let you go just give me a chance. Please."

I sighed. God, how I love this man.

"I said let me go. So I could tell you my answer." He then break our embrace and idiotically look at me. I smiled.

"I still love you too, Taehyung." I look at him with full of love. His eyes just widened with his mouth agape.

I laughed. "Why are you looking at me like that?" I stated while wiping his tears away and pinching his cheeks.

"That's it? You umm. You forgive me already? I just dont believe it. I can give you time. I can--" I cut him off with a kiss.

He stiffened but kiss me back a second after. 

He grabbed my waist to deepen the kiss while I plunged my hands to his shoulder. He then clasped his hands around my waist to embrace me tightly.

I really love him doing that. Embracing me. It's like his actions are speaking to me, saying that he won't let me fall out. Never letting go.

We stared at each other with a beam smile pasted on our faces after that long passionate kiss.

"You don't have to give me time. We've already wasted enough. I just want you to open up more. As I would, too. Okay? You promise?" I smiled .

"I promise." He nodded at smiled back. We hugged once more.

I found out that loving him was really hard but still if I could turn back in time, I still want this to happened, even the time he broke up with me. 

Because those times will stand us our lessons that will make our relationship strong and bold when some hardship will come.

The End.

A/n: Thoughts anyone? Keep safe :)