7 & me

22. Deer

J I N   P E R S P E C T I V E

It wasn't hard to notice that most of the boys had given up their attempts to hide their feelings for y/n. Only Taeyhung, Jungkook, and I kept a respectful distance. 

But just like the four others, it wasn't hard to spot the lust in the eyes of the youngest two. They desired her just as much, and it was only their inexperience with women that kept them at a safe distance. 

I watched them all at dinner. It almost felt like all of them had turned into lions and y/n was the deer they were hunting. 

Luckily the hunt didn't cause any fights amongst ourselves. I didn't expect it would, as we were all more than happy to share. After all, we shared everything already. 

There was no doubt in my mind that they would totally be in for a three-some or four-some or gangbang if y/n were to allow it. 

Fantasies instantly crossed my mind, in which I was pounding into her while she was sucking of Jimin and jerking off Yoongi. 

Embarrassed by my thoughts I quickly shook my head. 

Somehow tonight's vibe was especially predatory. Even Hobi could not take his eyes off of her. I could almost taste the sexual tension in the air. I was sure one of them would try and make a move on her tonight. 

'Y/n?' I asked when most plates were almost empty.

'Yes, Oppa?' she answers me politely. 

God, I loved it when she called me that. 

Damn you Jimin for knowing all our fetishes too well.

'Would you like to take a stroll around the grounds with me after dinner?' I tried to speak casually, although the thought of it made me nervous. 'You don't have to wear your uniform obviously,' I added quickly. It was not only because I wanted her to be comfortable and not feel like it was her "job" to come with me, but also because I didn't want to tempt myself too much. I knew I was already taking a risk asking her with me, but I didn't dare leave her with one of the others. 

'I'd love to, thanks Oppa,' Y/n replied cheerfully as she started taking our empty plates from the table. Her response made my heart and chest swell up with happiness. All the other boys gave me a quick stank face, except for Tae who was too busy sulking at the fact that Jungkook was sulking. 

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When she came out of her room after changing after dinner, I felt struck by lightning when I saw her. Of course, the maid uniform was cute, hot, and sexy, but maybe I had gotten used to seeing it on her. Seeing her now, wearing an oversized hoody with leggings was maybe even cuter. 

'You know, I haven't seen much of the estate up 'till now,' Y/n told me as we walked out of the building. 'I mean, I have been outside, of course. I've gone grocery shopping with Oppa Hoseok this morning, and remember when we went for that lunch?' she said smiling her beautiful smile at me. I nodded at her. 'That was really nice too. But I haven't seen much of what's around here, to be honest,' she continued. 

I could barely register her last sentence. 

She thought that going to lunch with me was nice.

'Well then, I'll give you a tour,' I offered, trying to get my mind in place. Y/n grinned at me happily and I noticed she tucked her hands into the sleeves of her hoody.

'Are you cold?' I asked concerned. 

'I'm okay, I just have cold hands. But they're always cold,' she said shrugging. 

'Shall I hold your hand?' I said without thinking. Y/n blinked at me surprised. 

Shit. 

I fucked up.

I freaked her out.

'I would like that,' she said, not looking at me but putting out her hand from underneath the large sleeve. 

My heart pounded as I took her hand into mine. It was indeed cold, and very small in my hand. 

'Where to first?' Y/n said, still not looking at me. 

'Uhm, well,' I stammered, trying not to focus too much on our intertwined fingers, 'Let's go this way,' I pointed to the right.

We walked the route Namjoon usually took when jogging. 

'This is our gym,' I said pointing at the white building on our right. 'You can usually find Namjoon and Jungkook here on their hours off,' 

'I don't think I've ever even been inside a gym,' Y/n chuckled. I looked at her as she did. She looked so cute when she laughed. 

'You don't need it,' I said, once again not thinking before talking. 

'Thank you Oppa,' she said softly, squeezing my hand slightly. My stomach did a summersault. 

We walked further and took a left at the end of the street. 

'This is the place where we rehearse our routines mostly,' I told her pointing at a light brown building at the end of the street. 

'Oh, I thought you'd practice at Big Hit,' she said surprised. 

'We used to, but not anymore. The thing is, we mostly live by schedules and if we'd have to commute somewhere, even if it were by a private driver, fans would start figuring out our daily routines and would come to see us. Although we love our Army, we need space too,' I explained to her.

She nodded understandingly.

'Your fans are really loyal, aren't they?' she said softly as we started walking again, her voice sounding serious. 

'I think so, yeah,' I responded, feeling my heart swell, but this time because I was thinking of Army.

'Do you guys get a lot of crazy encounters?' she asked curiously. 

'Definitely,' I chuckled. 'But certainly, not all of them are bad. We know that whenever a fan does something crazy, it's because they love us. They just get confused sometimes and we understand that.' I said thoughtfully. 

'You really are a good person Oppa,' she said, her voice warm. This time it was y/n again who made my heart flutter.

'But...' she started, not looking at me again. I noticed she was walking closer to me than before. 'Are you not... bothered by the things that they write about you?' 

'What do you mean?' I asked her, looking down at her. 

'Well...,' she said, her voice sounding unsure. Her free hand was fiddling with the bottom of her hoody nervously. 

'Well...,' she repeated, 'I mean like... stories,' she sighed.

'Like articles?' I asked her unsure.

'That too... But also... You know... Fanfiction,' she said the last word very quietly as if hoping I wouldn't hear it.

I couldn't help but laugh. 

'We don't mind that at all, no,' I laughed. 'No, as I said before, we know they do it because they love us. It's a way for them to be creative, express themselves, and be close to us. As long as it is being released as fiction or fan fiction it's fine. It becomes a problem when someone starts pretending like it's a news article,' I said clicking my tongue. 

If she'd only knew how close some fanfiction was to the actual truth, would she still like us?