My life with anxiety and depression

Chapter 7

 for this next part of my  story i am going to talk about depression and how i am handling  it in 2010 my grandma  passed away she died from ovarian cancer i knew it was going to be hard not having a grandma anymore my parents told me to remember the good times i had with her and i have a lot of good memories like the time we went to the mall and bought clothes or the time we went to a place called Chuck E Cheese's but the most special memory i have with my grandma is when we went to Disneyland and Universal studios in 2002 that was my 1st time traveling i was 10 years old and had never been on a plane before it was an awesome experience then  sometime in june  before she died we went back to Disneyland and universal studios it was a blast then in 2018 me my mom and my younger sister went to disneyland it was amazing except we went on the day after Christmas two things happened that pissed me off it was hot as hell and it was packed -_- but the only good thing  was that i got to give characters drawings so i didn't care if it was packed i was too busy having fun :D then came 2020 it was awful everything was closed i couldn't do anything but when 2021 came things started to get better not much had changed though :/ i am trying to hold on and hope that Covid will go away for ever sometimes it feels like a nightmare and i have mixed emotions  happiness sadness hopeless anger rage and feeling like I'm trapped in a nightmare and not being able to find the light at the end of the tunnel recently some good things happened i got to see my older brother   i got to see one of my cousins and i got to have dinner with my friends :D