Rock Shots

Kurt Cobain - Sad Days

I was sitting on my couch watching a movie when I got the text.

Kurt<3: heyyy

Me: hey whatsup

Kurt<3: can you come over?

Me: uhm no, why?

Kurt<3: pleeeease?

Me: im busy...

Kurt<3: fine.

Truth was, I wasn't actually busy, I was just tired and didn't want to go out. Knowing Kurt, he probably had way more energy than me at the moment and I wasn't in the mood. It was nothing against him though. I set my phone down next to me and continued watching television.

Eventually, I ended up nodding off to sleep. Only to be woken up half an hour later by the sound of my phone.

Kurt<3: now can you come over

Me: kurt i was asleep ;/

Kurt<3: im sorry.. but can you?

Me: i'm too tired  .-.

Kurt<3: please!

Me: why do you want me to come over so bad?

Kurt<3: because.

Me: that's not an answer.

Kurt<3: because, i need you. :(

Me: why, what's wrong?

Kurt<3: please please please??

Me: im sorry kurt.

Kurt<3: </3

Kurt<3: fine. ill fix this myself.

Me: fix what?

Me: kurt? hello?!

I sat there, wracking my brain because I couldn't figure out what the hell Kurt was talking about. And after about thirty minutes, there was a knock at the door. I stood up and answered the door, only to see Kurt standing there. And to be honest, he didn't look so great.

"Kurt? What're you doing here?" I asked.

"You wouldn't come to me so I came to you." He sniffled. I stepped aside to let him in.

"You said you needed me? What's wrong?" I asked. He didn't say anything, instead he went over to the couch and sat down.

"Kurt?" I said as I followed him to sit down next to him. "Hey, talk to me, what's going on?"

He finally looked over at me. His head was angled down so his hair was in his face. I scooted closer to him and pushed his hair back so I could look at him.

"Talk to me love, what's wrong?" I said softly.

"I'm sad."

"Why?"

"I dunno. I just feel sad today." Kurt frowned.

"Aw c'mere." I held my arms out and he leaned over into them, burying his face in my neck while I wrapped my arms around him.

"I'm sorry for coming here and bothering you with this but I needed a hug." Kurt sighed sadly. He slid his arms around my waist.

"Don't apologize Kurt, it's alright. You're always welcome here."

"I know. It's just, you said you were busy and all."

"Can I be honest?" I asked.

"Sure." He nodded.

"I wasn't actually busy, I was just too tired to leave the house. I'm sorry Kurt." I admitted.

He shrugged. "It's okay. I'm with you now, that's all I care about."

"You're too pure for this world KC." I whispered. He leaned up and kissed my cheek, placing his head back in the crook of my neck after.

"C-Can we lay down?" He asked, his voice barely above a whisper.

"Sure baby, whatever you want. I'll put the TV on too if that's alright." I said. Kurt nodded.

I put a movie on the TV while Kurt got up and went into my room. I didn't know why but when he came back carrying my comforter I figured it out pretty quick.

I laid down on the couch and Kurt came and laid on top of me, draping the comforter over us in the process. I wrapped my arms around him while he laid his head on my chest. Kurt was really light so him laying with his full weight on top of me didn't bother me.

"I'm sorry for coming without saying anything." Kurt said quietly.

"Kurt I told you, you're welcome here anytime, you know that." I told him.

"I-I know."

We laid there and I watched the television for a little while. I thought Kurt had fallen asleep but then he started shaking.

"Kurt? Hey, are you okay?"

He didn't answer me so I gently lifted his head so I could see his face. I noticed the tears running down his cheeks, dropping onto my shirt.

"Baby, what's wrong?"

"I... I don't..." He tried talking, but the words wouldn't come out so he laid his head back down on me and continued crying.

"Shh it's okay baby, it's okay." I whispered, running my hand up and down his back. "You don't have to speak, just relax. I'm here." I told him.

We laid there and eventually his cries faded into sniffles. I continued holding him and rubbing his back.

"Th-Thank you." He mumbled.

"It's no problem sweetheart. I'm here for you, always." I told him before kissing his forehead. He mumbled something into my neck but the only word I caught was 'tired'.

"You wanna go to sleep?" I asked.

"Yes please." Kurt said. I turned the TV down and then held him close to me, along with the blanket. I wanted to make sure Kurt fell asleep before I did, because I knew he needed it.

"I-I love you." Kurt said quietly before drifting off into a deep sleep.

"I love you too." I managed to say right before I too fell asleep.

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Holy shit okay. Hey guys. I'm not dead! Yay! I rushed the ending on this one a bit so I'm sorry if it's a little off.

I've been working a lot on this book and I'm trying to get some stuff done. I've been sooo busy with school especially this week with semester exams and all that but it's Christmas break now so hopefully I'll get some stuff posted. Sorry to keep you guys waiting! I love you all!

PS: Merry Christmas 🎄(or whatever you celebrate)

-M.H. ♥️