Now I see |H.S.| ON HOLD

Chapter 22

"Yes, I'm fine." I say not turning around. Harry has seen enough of me crying. I wipe my eyes once more before turning around. "You don't look fine, Were you crying?" Harry asks with concern.

"Why do you care." I say while crossing my arms

"Because I do Val. Why do you-"

"Why do I what?" I interrupt him throwing my hands to my side.

"Why do you make us so complicated?" He asks with his tone a bit angry. It scared me a little bit and caused me to jump. I look down at my hand and start messing with my fingers. "There is no 'us' what about that do you not get?" I say wishing I wasn't lying because I wish there was no us because there wouldn't be this many problems.

"You're lying Val." Harry says lifting my chin. Even tho It' dark I can see his eyes as clear as always. "No, I'm-"

"You're lying... You start doing a weird thing with your fingers when you lie." Harry says licking his lips looking back into my eyes. I'm at a lost of word because he is right. I've been doing that gesture forever and no one has ever noticed besides... my mom.

I look down and close my eyes. I need time to breathe. To relax and try to remove the spell Harry seems to always place on me. I feel a gentle touch on my finger tips. I open my eyes and look My and Harry's hand locked together.

I look back up to him and he gives me a warm look, as if his expression was just comforting. "Come with me?" He ask still gently. I nod my head and he leads the way deeper into the woods part of the park.

We continue walking and we follow our trail with our hands still connected. "Were is Zayn and Niall?" I ask. His hand with mine is awkward to me because I like it but It isn't right. "They are at the car waiting. I volunteered to come get you." Harry tells me while we walk.

"I think I should tell you something." Harry says and stops walking. I stop also. "Okay..." I breathe out.

"I haven't told anyone this. We are going to have to keep it between us." He says seriously.

"Deal." I agree

"I... I don't love Cher. I feel like you should know this."

"Why?"

"Because, You seemed upset about the messa-"

"No, Why are you with her if you don't love her?" I asked with a straight tone.

"Because...She loves me." When he says those words it makes my head hurt. I shake my head. "Harry Styles, you're a fucked up human being." I shake my head not making eye contact. "I know I am."He replies. I'm heated and just at this point frustrated. I pull my hand out of his grip and walk the opposite way.

"Why are you always leaving me!?" Harry screams. I turn around and quickly walk back to him. "Why do you think I always leave Harry? It's easier running than dealing with shit. You think this is fun for me? You playing games with me, and now I know, your playing games with Cher! Not to mention that you were the cause of Niall's broken heart! He Loved Her Harry!" I scream

"Why do you care about Niall?" Harry strikes back at me, he sounds more upset by just mentioning him.

"Because ever sense I've been here. He has been the only one who seems to care!"

"HE DOESN'T EVEN FUCKING KNOW YOU! I BET HE DOESN'T EVEN KNOW ABOUT YOUR FUCKING DEAD MOM AND YET-"

"Harry Shut Up!" I scream with tears welling in my eye. I close my eyes and I breathe hard.

"Val I didn't mean-"

"Fuck off." I say running into the other direction with the tears now running down my cheeks.