AKAHE "HAVE YOU SEEN MY SISTER?"

THE DARK REBELLION

❝Ren, do you love what I did?❞
My sister asked as she sits down beside me while licking her wet fingers after doing her dirty thing towards me.

❝I did...❞ I weakly answered as I closes my legs after feeling that painful but yet satisfying thing that she did.

I grab her at her cloth and pulls her close to me.
I stared at her eyes, her innocent looking eyes filled with deadly and dirty thoughts. I held her chin and gently kisses her lips. ❝Akahe, are you willing to die just for the sake of our forbidden relationship?❞

❝Ofcourse, Ren. You don't know how much I loved you aren't you? See, I risked everything just for you.❞ she answered as she strokes my hair using her hand.

I still feel kinda uncomfortable with her side but still, I'm getting afraid knowing that the police will caught us if ever they found out what she had done.

I tolerated the murder that my sister had committed. Our mom was been brutally killed by Akahe just because she wants me to be with her because she loves me. I closed my eyes for a while and takes my time to think about everything. All I see is pure darkness... but then Mom's face flashes into my mind. Her lovely smile, her caring voice... Mom... I'm sorry...

Anger and hate are starting to consume me again. I...
I want to... Kill her. I want to take revenge for our mother. Am I going to let this awful thing pass?! What should I do?! I'm not that evil...
I'M NOT THAT EVIL LIKE HER!

I open my eyes and saw the knife laying beside me. My vision's getting darker and darker as I look at my sister who's sitting down beside me.
I love her but I hate her.
How can I forgive her for doing this?!

My mind is so torn right now. I cannot think straight. My emotions and feelings deep inside me is already like a volcano, I might explode at any second. I let her to take advantage over me but now- I don't know.

Suddenly, like a possessed person, I swiftly grabs the knife and pushes my sister aggressively into the wall as my eyes are burning with vexation.
I pointed the knife at her neck as I choke her with my other hand.

❝R-REN! *cough* WHAT- WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!❞ She yells at me while struggling to breath.

She's trying to remove my hands from her neck but the more she moves, the more I'm pushing the tip of the knife deep into her neck.

I devilishly smiled at her with tears running down into my cheeks.
❝YOU! YOU'RE FUCKING SELFISH! YOU KILLED OUR OWN MOTHER! YOU BRUTALLY SLAYED OUR OWN MOTHER! DID YOU THINK I'LL FORGIVE YOU JUST LIKE THAT?!
NOW THAT MOM IS GONE, WHO'S GONNA FEED US? GUIDE US, AND SUSTAIN ALL OF OUR NEEDS?! YOU TURNED OUR LIFE INTO A MISERABLE ONE! HOW CAN WE LIVE NOW?!❞

I hold her neck tighter and tighter and she's now fighting for her life in my own hands. She's trying to push me back but my strength is too much for her now.

❝R-ren... you- cannot bring back what's already happened. Let me- live! Please--❞

I can tell that I totally losses myself now. I don't care about what she's saying, all I know is I wanted to end her.

The knife already cuts few inches of her skin and she's now bleeding for a little. Akahe was now screaming while struggling for her life.
I wanted to slash her neck open but...

As I look into her eyes, I can see that she's pleading for her life.
Tears started to come out from her eyes while she's begging to me to let her go. My mercy over her... is increasing again.

I removed the knife away from her neck but then I gave her a punch on the face making her to fall down into the bed while enduring the pain.
I can stab her now if I wanted... but I can't...