project 863 woodsxreader/ Complete

X IV

As you opened your eyes surrounded by worried faces and yours turning into a confused expression. "W w what happend?" You ask as woods stands up flustered by what had just happend a rosy pink lightly dusted his face leaving you even more confused. Sam comes up to you and wispers what happend in your ear. You eyes widen and your cheeks are now pink likes woods' but is harder to see because of your makeup. Bith you and woods are looking at your feet. "Looks like it worked" Sam said with a smirk.

After a lot of awkward explaining by matt and woods you know what happend when you where in your nightmare some may call it. "Um thanks woods, we should probably go home it's nearly half 5" you say before you all stand up and walk out the studio and go home. When you get home you park next to woods' car and wait for your horses greatfull neigh for you to be home bit it never comes. You look at woods confused for the second time that afternoon before walking to the back.

When you get round to the back your met with a horror of a site making you drop to your knees. You beloved horse/child was lying on the ground in a pool of blood. Without hesitation yours eyes flooded and waterfalled down your cheeks not caring in the world. Your ran over to your horse hugging it's head as its normally happy ears drooped down. Woods came out after a few seconds since he had gone to see his cat-roo but as he walked he stoped in disbelief. After the time apollo had spent in his back yard/back garden he had grown fond of the hyper horse. You look up at woods tears streaming down your face and just run into his arms not caring about anything else. He gave you a bear hug as tears streamed out your eyes.

After a while you calmed down and walked back over to your child and saw a note next to him. You picked up the note and read it.

Dear my y/n

You didn't join my team therfore you loose your precious alpol is it?
Maybe next time you shouldn't say no to me.

Your uncle

Even though you couldn't see his face you knew as he wrote this he had the world's biggest smirk on his face. As you read the last line of the short note your sadness quickly turned to anger and you crumpled up the paper before running to your room. Once inside you collapsed onto your floor and leaned against your door banging the floor hugging your Teddy you had since a child.

After a while you heard Sam come up to the door and muffling that sounded like woods,matt and tanner. "Hey hun can I come in please?" Sam asks knocking on the door. You stand up opening the door, mascara was now smudged down your face and most of your makeup washed off by tears. She just pulls you into a hug stroking your head.

2 weeks later

Over the past few weeks you haven't done anything except eat, sleep and go to the bathroom. By this point you had zero tears left and felt numb to the bone. Woods had try to talk to you but you just pushed him away trying to loose all friendship you ever had with anyone.

You lay in bed sick of feeling numb, the same feeling dreading everyday over and over. You went downstairs grabbing a knife and glancing outside into the dark and the site of your dead pet on the floor before heading back to your room and to your bed. As you slit into the skin the chef knife slicing your skin with ease and blood drooling out you feel an emotion... pain. A smile spreads across your face as any kind of emotion starts to fill you. For the next hours you cut and cut not caring for the consequences and by the morning your arms and legs had been completely been filled with cuts and your bedsheets stained with blood, but you didn't care you felt something...

A/n
Pls do not sh this is purely for the story and if your ever need to talk comment and ill follow you so you can talk to me. I am a good therapist according to my friends.