My Omegle Stranger ||💙KNJ💙|| ✔️

16 (From afar)

Dedicated to patelkrupal
Thanks to add my book in Your reading lists...
It means a lot...

Jungkook

Tomorrow is my birthday and I'm super excited about it but I am also sad...

That little bunny of ours hasn't been in contact for days...

She is ignoring us...
Her brothers...

Maybe she thinks that we hate her or despise her for cursing or being mad at Nam Jun hyung
But that's not the case at all...

We are angry at her but not because of that but for the facts that she has confined so much within herself

Bottled up so much emotions within and I do know that then it was just the drop...
There's an ocean left...

It's alright to have emotions
It's alright to cry
To be sad
To be mad
To be angry
To scream
To scratch

But you aren't supposed to smile that doesn't come from the heart...

It Maybe the case that she is afraid of her vulnerability
Afraid that she'll be left alone...

That's what most of the people fear...
I do too...

But it isn't that great to do this...
She can talk
Talk it out
I wish I cam help somehow
Somewhere...

But she's out of reach...

I was doing my V live as my birthday it is...

My phone showed a notification exactly the time the day started...

Little bunny

Hyung
I know that
You might hate me
And think that
I'm a bad girl
That cursed
And sweared on the
Person because of
Whom you are
The part of BTS now
The person
You respect the most
But
I'm sorry
I don't know what took
over me that day
I was very much
Taken aback from the statement that
He made
I thought
That
He doesn't trust Me
He thinks I'm
Just trying to get
Close for my advances
I know it's all in
My head
I am probably wrong
I took his word
On a wrong way
But it can't
Be helped
I like him so much
I love him
He practically gave me
The reason to smile
When I didn't even feel like
To eat anything
But I had to
Because I'm a coward
I can't share my feelings
Sorry
Tell him that from my side
I can't face him
I literally can't
I don't think
That I Make a good friend
Nor I make a good company
I'm really sorry
If I hurt the feelings of
Any if you guys Even for a bit
You have known me for
A short time
And my impression
Wasn't good enough
I'm sorry to be the
Worst chapter of your
Life
But I promise it's a
Short chapter
And it ended
I promise
It has ended
I'm changing my contact
This is the last
Message
I'm sending
To you guys
Don't worry I won't
Harm myself in anyway
I'm a coward
Very coward
I won't share
Your personal details
With anyone
You can tell him
That if it was what it made
Him Scared
I won't even try to contact you
Guys anymore
I'm really sorry