A cliché plot and a little(?) embarrassing grammar and writing.
17 when I wrote this, and am embarrassed even to read it myself. So, please confine yourself from commenting the obvious; if you're going to continue that is.
As I promised myself, not...
Dedicated to SakinaPrimaswala Thank you so much for supporting dear...
Kim Nam Jun
Words I love to play with these Isn't that what a rapper supposed to do...
Playing... Playing with words...
I didn't and will never mean to play with someone's heart using these words...
But sometimes... Somehow... Somewhere... I did it... I did play...
I know it wasn't intentional but it happened...
I know that I didn't mean it but it was figured out that way...
That's why you should be careful... Careful with your Words...
I didn't ask Jimin to shut up about my girlfriend because I didn't want Desire to know about that or that I think that She'll use it for her advances...
Neither did I want to hide it from her because I don't consider her as a friend or I don't trust her...
But because now is not the time...
I am debating within myself... I and my girlfriend practically broke up... I didn't even get the time to tell the members
Then how am I supposed to share fake happiness with my friend about me being in a very comfortable and loving relationship...
How the hell am I supposed to do that?
I was feeling anger to be honest when she said that I should go and fuck my girlfriend...
Where from the hell am I supposed to create a girlfriend?
She was just a hoe looking for golden spoons to drink the soup...
She found more expensive one so she left me...
I was warned about her from the beginning, but I was blind... Blind in love...
Now I'm practically in a pathetic situation
And since when in the hell did that 18 year girl start to curse openly?
I don't even get the reason of sudden outburst of her... I have felt that she have tried to confine herself many times...
Like she always tries to change the subject and she always deletes some messages...
But I didn't know that she's going through this much...
Having relationship stress is far more better than having stress about career and family... This is what I agree and think...
I am not angry anymore I want her to talk...
But she hasn't come online for days...
Everyone tried to message her individually... But she hasn't replied or has seen...
We even called her but her phone is switched off...
I just hope that she's OK... I wish I Pray....
Tomorrow is JK's birthday and I don't want that she won't wish her annoying brother as she says...
