Fontabella 3: Singing For Love [COMPLETE]

Chapter 79 // 3887

Chapter 79

"Kanina ka pa umiiyak, anong nangyari sa 'yo? Kapangit mong umiyak." pang-aasar ni Asher sa akin kaya binato ko siya ng masamang tingin.

"Alam mo, tangina mo, Asher." naiinis kong ani dahil masiyado siyang panira ng moment. Nakakalungkot lang na tapos na ang Fly Away era ko at hindi ko na alam kung ano ang susunod kong gawin. I've got no ideas either.

"Pero seriously kanina ka pa umiiyak. What's with the tears?" he asked. Nandito pala kami sa kotse niya patungo sa Cavite. Pagkakaalam ko probinsiya nila iyon.

"Tears of happiness lang but at the same time nakakalungkot. That was my last concert for the meantime." tugon ko at kumuha ng tissue mula sa hood ng kotse saka siningahan. Pinunasan ko rin ang luha ko at itinutok ang air-con sa aking mukha para tumigil ako sa kakaiyak.

"Edi sana sinulit mo na."

"I gave my best but ewan. Hindi ko alam ano pwede kong maramdaman pero umaasa akong maging ayos na rin. That was the best choice of the company." nilingon ko siya at nakatuon ang pansin niya sa dinadaanan namin.

"You should smile." turan niya at ngumiti ngunit wala pa rin ang tingin sa akin. Nag-iwas ako ng tingin at idiniretso ang katawan sa upuan.

"The era has just ended. Ni hindi man lang nagtagal ng tatlong buwan..." malungkot kong saad. I felt his big, warm and callous hand on my left thigh. Bumaba ang tingin ko sa kamay niya bago umangat sa mukha niyang nakamasid sa kalsada. I sighed then looked at the window beside me.

"Once one thing is over, you can start a new one. Pwede kang magsimula ulit. Scar is not a proof of being a weak man but a scar is a proof that you're capable of healing." sa sinabi niyang iyon ay napabuntong hininga na naman ako saka napagdesisyunang hawakan ang kamay niyang hinahaplos ang hita ko.

"Hindi man lang nagtagal ang Fly Away era. This era is so freeing, refreshing and new to me. So much things happened within the span of making this album, Asher. From the start since we got here in Manila, our clandestine communication when Lucian and I were together, the night I'd risk my life for you, the one moment when Lucian got finally in jail, the MOA Arena attack and now this. Tapos na. Alam ko marami pa akong hindi nabanggit pero if I'm going to start a new era, I have to leave those old memories behind." turan ko bago kami lumiko sa highway kaya napabitaw na si Asher sa hita ko para magpokus sa pagmamaneho.

"You can always start over but still the memories keep inside your head. I don't know how feel pero alam kong sobrang dami ngang nangyari sa 'yo ngayong taon. I chase you, we've been together and marami nga. There are memories that are worth keeping and some memories that are not. Kamusta na pala iyang last era mo? Tell me how it was so you can slowly let it all slip from your grasp." I took a deep breath and let it out relaxingly.

"Masaya na malungkot at the same time. Many event happened like I'm not really exaggerating it pero ayon talaga. My most favourite song from the album is "The Roof"." kwento ko at nagsimulang tumugtog ang kanta sa aking isipan.

"I've never heard it probably but what is it all about?"

"Us. Maraming kanta sa album na iyon ang tungkol sa ating dalawa, Asher." napahinto ang sasakyan dahil nasa tollgate kami at mabilis akong liningon ni Asher. A wide and broad smile is evident on his lips.

"Really, huh? I've just heard the 'My All' single. The song was great and the climax is just ughh, immaculate." napangiti ako at umiling.

"That's really about us too. The lyrics of 'I'd risk my life to feel your body next to mine 'cause I can't go on living in the memory of our song' is one of my favourite line I've written. I've done so much just to be with you. The part where 'if it's wrong to love you then my heart just won't let me be right' just hits me everytime. Hindi pa kami hiwalay ni Lucian noon at nagkikita na agad tayo. Clearly, I'm cheating on Lucian but I'm good we're divorced." kinuha ko ang cellphone mula sa compartment ng kotse at hinanap ang playlist ko. I played the part where I mentioned the lyrics.