A Month Later
Present
Taylor's pov
"I hate you!"I yelled."You hate me?"Shawn questioned."I hate you so much!I wish you dropped dead!"I cried."Really?"Shawn said."You are an inconsiderate horrible person!"Shawn yelled."Really?"I gritted my teeth.
"Yeah really"Shawn said."You chose a stupid tour then your own God damn family!You tell me who's inconsiderate and a horrible person!"I yelled."No Carly has a fucking tumor in her brain and could die,and you want to go on tour,I think that you should just go!Get out of our lives you selfish mother fucker!"I cried packing Shawn's bags.
"Daddy!Bubba"It was around 10,Aiden was supposed to be in bed."Hey baby!"I smiled picking him up."I heard yelling"He said looking at the bags."Daddy are you going summer where?"I chucked as my eyes water."Yeah"I said."But he'll be back real soon"I said.He always said summer where instead of some where.
"Come on I'll tuck you in"I said picking him up.Shawn got his bags and followed.
"If you can stay right here,I'll be right back to read you a story"I whispered and he nodded as I went with Shawn.He put his bags in his car,we got a new one (A/N:I'll post a picture on the side).
He started leaving the drive way."Come back"I wanted to say.
I went back upstairs.Aiden was already asleep,so I didn't bother reading him a story.I was in my pajamas,so I shut the lights and turned on the lamp on the night stand.I played with my wedding ring and started thinking about the day Carly and Clayton were born.
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About 2 years ago
"Taylor Michael Caniff,Will you marry me?"Shawn said at the edge of my bed.I cried."What's wrong?"Shawn asked."Go"I said."Go"I cried."Tay-"I cut him off."Go!"I raised my voice.
I started crying.Shawn left,he left the house.I started crying.I called Jack J."Come over"I said on the phone."Bae?"Jack questioned."Come over"I said."Okay"He replied hanging up.
I heard a knock on the door,I rubbed my 28 week bump and go it.Jack and I cuddled on my bed."I need my pillow"I said cuddling him like my pillow."Where is it?"Jack asked."The dumpster"He shook his head.
Jack G was downstairs,so he could watch Aiden.We walked to the car,Jack J drove.
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Present
"Hey Carly"I said looking at how sick she was with the massive tumor.She's recently been put on some chemo to shrink the tumor.She hasn't been herself in a while.
"Tummy"She said."Your tummy hurts?"I questioned and she nodded.I got the bucket.She vomited on her floor and started crying."I know baby"I picked her up and took her to my room.I placed her and the bucket on my bed.I cleaned the throw up and got Aiden.I cuddled them in my bed.
I looked at the guitars that surrounded the room,and between each guitar on the right .Shawn loves guitars.I started crying.This is all my fault.I lost my baby because I yelled at Shawn because he was happy.He was excited for the babies and he was happy,and what did I do?I drank in the first trimester of pregnancy,I tried to get an abortion,I broke my soberity,and I kicked Shawn out.
And for kicking Shawn out,I was rewarded by going through a window.
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About Two Years Ago
"You are crazy!"Jack J said.My phone rang."Its Shawn"I said taking my seatbelt off to get it out of JJ's backpack.I got the phone and answered."Hey"I said."Hey"Shawn said."I'm sorry"I apologized."No,I'm sorry,I shouldn't have rushed you like that"Shawn said."No its fine,and yes,I will marry you"I said.
