Chapter 20

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Another Month Later

5 years ago

Taylor's pov

"Chris come down"I said rushing to get to California to see him."She's gone,she was here last night and now she's gone,My little 1 year old is gone,Last month was her birthday,and now she gets kidnapped,why"I heard Chris scream on the phone.

Shawn was holding Aiden in his arms.He is my two year old little boy,and if anything would have happened to him,I don't know what.

Shawn was shaking with Aiden in his arms."I love you so much"He kept repeating to Aiden."He's my son,and if anything would have happened to him,I would rip someone's throat out"Shawn said.

Present

"Oh my god,is that an arm"I said talking on my home phone with Jack J.He sent me a picture of the baby's ultra-sound."Ooh I'll send you a video too"Jack said and I listened to the video."Is that the heartbeat"I asked.

"Yes it's so perfect.What do you think of the name,Zola Marie Johnson-Gilinsky"Jack J said."Zola that's perfect,wait who's the sperm donor"I asked.

"Jack"Jack J said."Ooh,she's going to have his hair"I said."His hair,and maybe Chris' eyes"I said."They used Chris' DNA to help right"I questioned."Yes"Jack said."So technically Brooklyn and Zola will be half sisters"I said.

"Don't tell Brooklyn"Jack yelled."What are you doing"I asked."Working on the nursery,What color should I paint it,Purple or Pink"Jack asked."Purple,100%"I said.

"Oh,Do you want some of Carly's handy downs"I asked doing the laundry in Aiden's room now."Yeah,but remember when Aiden said something about a weird woman watching him"Jack brought up."Yeah"I said."Well Blame Sam"Jack said."Why"I questioned."Because he was watching a horror film,and that also explains why he was having horrible nightmares"Jack said."I thought he was talking about a real person"I said relieved.

5 Years Ago

I was with Chris and Jack J."It's okay they'll find her,you have to have hope that someone gives mercy to a little girl who's lose from home"Jack said.

Chris was crying on my shoulder and I saw Brent.He rushed to him."I miss my baby"Chris said hysterically crying."She's going to be okay where's Jake"Brent said.

"He left,He always leaves"Chris said crying hard on Jack's chest."Don't give up hope,when they find her,she will come running back to you in your arms"Jack said.

Present

"Aiden come here"I yelled."What"He said coming into the living room."Lunch"He said."But Bubba,I'm busy"Aiden said."I don't care if your busy,I made fish sticks and mac and cheese,your beautiful drawing can wait"I said and he crossed his arms."Aiden lose the attitude or time out"I warned him."Okay"He said going to eat."Here"I said putting sponge bob on so he wouldn't get to bored.

I picked up Carly and put her in a high chair.She wasn't ready for big chairs just yet,and Jackson was put his in highchair.

"Tyler"I yelled down stairs."Lunch"I told him by the stairs."Okay"He said."Sorry"He said yawning."Baby kept me up all night"He said."I miss those days sometimes,but once there here,you never get a good night to sleep in"I said smiling.Shawn was upstairs on the phone talking to his manger about some things.We wanted to forget the past,I'm not sure I was ready to forgive Bart,but let's just say Forgive and Forget.

I was so mad,and I was mad at Jacob too,he was just replacing Shawn,he was gradually replacing him,and I couldn't take it,so I flipped.

But now we all forgave each other.

"Ow mac and cheese"Shawn said."Carly baby don't play with your food"I said."Did Dr.Callie call"I asked."Yeah,she's doing some tests,the tumor might have grown back"Shawn said."Or it was the right diagnose the first place"I said meaning the Autism."Carly stop playing with your food"I warned again and she started getting wond up.

"No"She cried out trying to understand something."Hey Carly it's okay"Shawn said soothed going by her side.She usually talks,and that's good but now she's been getting angry and struggling to socialize more,It wasn't just a tumor and I know that,but I'm scared for my baby,she was doing so well after they took the tumor out.

"And how's Jackson doing"Shawn asked as Jackson was touching his food."Making a mess"I said cleaning him off.

"So"I looked at Shawn."It's a yes"Shawn said and I went over the table and kissed him."Magcon is coming back,only were becoming a real family"I said kissing Shawn."Can I get a bottle of vodka and just chug it all down"I said."No vodka for you"Shawn said.The radio was on,it was our song.

"You can count on me like one two three"Shawn said pointing to Aiden,Carly and Jackson.He took my hand and we danced,When we did it for the first time,about two months before I found out I was pregnant,We both got some beer,we had a little bit,yes I know underage drinking,but we weren't driving or anything and our parents said it was okay,they just didn't know they would get a grandchild from it.

We listened to this song,it's our song.

*Flashback*

"Shawn you smell like beer"I said laughing in Shawn's room in the hotel in Nashville...or was it Chicago,I don't know I'm too drunk,to think right now."Why is the radio on"I said."Why isn't this louder"Shawn said drunk."You didn't answer my questioned"I said giggly."Shhh"Shawn said.

"You can count on me like one two three,I'll be there"Shawn said dancing with me."This is our song"Shawn whisperered.We kissed and then I kissed his neck.

"Sh this is our secret"I said taking off his shirt.

I jumped on the bed,I ripped my shirt off and then Shawn jumped on top of me.I pulled down Shawn's pants."No one will know"I said and Shawn removed his underwear,and then Shawn pulled down my pants."I never told this too you,but I love you"Shawn said.

"I never told you this either,but I love you too"I said as Shawn started humping me on the bed.I groaned."Harder Shawn"I said making love to a really hot guy."I'll go as hard as you want me too"Shawn giggled.

"Your better at this than I thought you were"I said."Should we get a condom"Shawn asked."Nah,I'm clean,your clean,we're both clean"I said laughing with Shawn."And plus neither of us can get preggers"Shawn added for me.

"Your prettier then I am"Shawn said."Your better at this than I am"I said.After that little fun few hours,I laid on top of Shawn."I want to have a boy first"Shawn said.

"What"I questioned him.We we're starting to sober up."You said that you can't get pregnant,before when we didn't want the condom,If I ever got a girl pregnant,I would want a boy first"Shawn told me holding my hand.

"Why"I asked."Because if or when I have a daughter,the boy would be able to kick the ass of who ever breaks her heart"Shawn told me.

"If I ever had a daughter I would name her Carly"Shawn said taking a bottle of wine from my hand."Why Carly"I asked Shawn."Between you and me,I was supposed to have a little sister,before Aaliyah,she died two days after she was born,her name is Carly"Shawn told me.

"Why haven't you told anyone"I asked him."It's too heartbreaking,my sister's dead,My parents refuse to talk about her,I was only 2 when she died.I know her because I have some pictures in my room,She was so small"I said.

"I have a wallet picture,I keep it for good luck,my parents had these pictures locked away,but I found them,when I was ten,I have few memories of her,but these pictures help bring her back"I said.

"Carly Eloise Mendes"Shawn said to me and I kissed his lips and we started having some fun...again.

*End Of Flash Back*

"Carly Eloise Mendes"I said tickling my little girl to the floor."Hey Tay"Shawn said and I looked up."Yes?"I questioned."I love you"Shawn said kissing my lips.

"Love to babe"I said.

~Ooh the Johnson-Gilinsky baby is going to be born...and some surprises will come up

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