the love will be undone when he decided to leave the earth where he know he will regret
"he didn't notice my feelings for him, he is selfish to me"
"Goodbye ******"
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#1 Dokyu 092621
Junghwan ask yoshi as the older bit his lips not sure of he still want to go back here once his feet step in Kobe Japan airport again
Yoshi: I'm not sure
His tear trail down to his pinkish cheeks, 'yeah? Will I go back here?' he thought
Junghwan: Hyung please go back here, next year I'm already gr. 12 then next next year I'm already college, please go back here if I'm already college hyung, Doyoung hyung said he doesn't want someone leaving and promising that they will come back but they won't, Doyoung hyung hate someone leaving and not going back to him
Junghwan said between his soft sobs, he was facing yoshi
Yoshi: I'm not sure, if I didn't go back here, I Will accept the fact that Doyoung will be mad at me
Yoshi can't look at Junghwan who is asking him to go back in Korea after 2 years
°•°Time Skipped°•°
Junkyu was sitting infront of his working table his head is rest to both of his arms facing the right side, the light from the moon giving him access to see everything, the hue lights in his face making him more handsome but now you can see his puffy face red cheeks and nose his eyes swollen because of crying all day, he was staring at the picture frame in front of him
Junkyu: Doyoung
Just mentioning that name he started to tear up again
Junkyu: I miss you, I'm sorry if I didn't notice your feelings for me, it's okay to be mad at me, I deserve it after all
He caressed the picture and he smile bitterly, then later on the sobs are getting audible
Junkyu: Doyoung I'm sorry
He suddenly received a notification, he wipe his face and he look at it, well it's his mom but he didn't bother to read it
He was so weak, selfish, idiot, he feels like he was a burden in the world that's how he see in his self
He stand up and he face the mirror, he saw a dark circles under his eyes, how puffy his face is, he couldn't sleep properly since Doyoung's death, there was a time he wouldn't sleep for 24 hours
He look at the wall and he saw another frame but he frame that secretly
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He walked towards that frame and he sadly look at the frame
Junkyu: it's my fault why you died
He blame himself, he just let his body fall on the mattress along with his tears
Junkyu: Doyoung
Doyoung, last words last name that escape from his lips before he fall asleep, he was tired, everyone is tired, he is sad everyone is sad, Doyoung left and will never come back, how about Yoshi? He will also leave, but will he go back?
°•°after 1 week°•°
Yoshi go at the cemetery for the last time before he leave Korea to Japan
He put the flowers beside Doyoung's tombstone
Yoshi: Doyoung I will leave now, Mashiho said he will also go back to Japan next week, If I didn't go back here, then I'm sorry
He apologize, he stay for a while before he leave
He arrives at the airport with Jihoon and Junghwan
Yoshi: I'm going now Jihoon: Yoshi... Thank you, please go back here okay?
Yoshi nodded but he is not sure if he still want to go back here
Junghwan: hyung
Yoshi face Junghwan as Junghwan didn't waste time and he immediately hug the older
Junghwan: we will miss you
Yoshi sadly smile and he hug junghwan back
Yoshi: I'm going to miss you all too, I'll promise I'll be okay
They all hug for the last time before yoshi leave
The two Korean decided to leave now, Jihoon drop Junghwan in his house and Jihoon go back to the boarding house
Jihoon go to his room and he saw Mashiho sitting at his bed
Mashiho: oh you are here, did yoshi hyung leave safely? Jihoon: yes he did Mashiho: well next week I'll go back to Japan too
Jihoon felt his heart stop beating after what Mashiho said
Jihoon: you will go back there? Mashiho: oum, I'm not sure if I will go back here Jihoon: how about Junkyu? Mashiho: I'll just tell him to the day I'll leave, and I will... Break up with him
Jihoon can't utter a words, they are slowly leaving, their friendship is slowly going down the hill
Jihoon: are you sure? You will break up with him?
Mashiho nodded his head and face Jihoon
Mashiho: for good too
Mashiho said and he stand up and leave Jihoon's room
Jihoon flopped at his bed, 'what's happening? Why is this happening to us?' he ask himself
There's no months have passed yet but the two already leave then next week another one will leave again
Jihoon: it's my fault after all
He blame himself
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Mashiho arrived at the cemetery and go to Doyoung's tombstone
He place the flowers there and he sit down, he curved the name in Doyoung's tombstone as his tears continue to streaming down to his cheeks
Mashiho: Doyoung-ah, how are you there? You know I always cry every night and I can't sleep properly after your death, Doyoung-ie I'm sorry, I'm always sorry, because of me you didn't have a chance to have the love of Junkyu that you always want, because of me you died, I'm going to break up with Junkyu next week, to the day I will leave I will break up with him for good too
Mashiho said and he smile bitterly, he remember the time when he visits the younger because he was sick
Mashiho: Doyoung do you still remember when I visit you because you didn't attend for 1 week that was because you are sick, we play with Pink and Coco then we take a picture with them, that's my wallpaper right now
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Mashiho: Doyoung, sorry if I can't go back here okay? I'm very sorry, hyung is always sorry
