undone love of him 💔Kim Doyoung and Kim Junkyu

Doyoung's Diary

04,12,21

Dear Diary,

      It's been a long time since I write my diary, Dec 1 was the last time I write here

Today I and Yoshi hyung was in unofficial relationship, because said we will have two dates, for our lats date if he make me fell in love to him we will be officially dating, but the thing is can I just forget my feelings for Junkyu hyung? I don't want to hurt him and I don't want to hurt myself too, I don't want to hurt someone

What should I do?

Doyoung

08,12,21

Dear Diary,

     I'm here again, it's been a long time, today is the day. The day I will confess, and maybe this will be my last time writing here haha

I'm selfish, I don't want to remember this night so I only have one way, and I hope I won't regret

I will miss those days, I will leave a lot of memories, I'm afraid to die, but I don't want to live like this

I hate feeling the pain, I hate seeing him happy but I'm not the reason

Now I guess I'm ready

Everyone will be happy if I die right?

Right?

Doyoung