Chapter 4

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Character Speaking: Wakatoshi Ushijima.

In that moment Ushijima didn't know Shirabu was going to walk away from him. Then avoid him. By the time he could catch up to Shirabu it would be to late. The waiter came back up to Ushijima and asked if everything was to their pleasing. "I'll have that check now." The male paid for both of their meals.

He spotted Shirabu getting into his vehicle. His voice echoed and echoed his name and he seemed to ignore him. Then he seen the look on Shirabu's face. His own heart wanted to stop for a second. He knew exactly what Tendou meant. The boy that loved him all those years ago was only holding his feelings in and ultimately hurt himself. To see Shirabu all these years later with the same big doey eyes. It didn't change how Ushijima felt. His heart was racing for him and it also hurt to see him like that.

At 11:30pm Ushijima received a text from Oikawa. "I hope you're 'happy' I moved my stuff out. I'll be at Iwa-Chan's if you want to rethink your mistake'. Ushijima left Oikawa on read.

Twenty more minutes had passed and Tendou had sent out a text to Ushijima. "Waka! Waka! Shirababe made it home." Tendou added one attachment with Shirabu's parking skills with being influenced by alcohol. "Hey Waka. He's only afraid of getting hurt. Kenji's been in relationships and he never loved them so it's impossible for anyone to actually get with him anymore. It's because he's only ever fell in love with one guy and that guy broke his heart by picking the wrong guy in High School. So don't make that same mistake. Goshiki and I won't be here forever to pickup the pieces next time. You got that?"

Ushijima knew what he had to do. "I'll be right over." The male looked down at his phone after sending that last email to Tendou. "Oh my." He looked again. "Did he hit the mailbox!?"... "At least he made it home".

Ushijima arrived at Shirabu's place; When Tendou and Goshiki answered the door. "Where is he?" He said in a soft tone. "Go to the top of the stairs and it's the first door. Right across from the bathroom." The two watched him walk away. Ushijima made his way up. His only thought was how nice Shirabu's place was and why he hadn't visited him. That must have been shitty of him not to—

The male made it to the top of went into the room he was told. The male leaned the door open to see Shirabu in his boxers. His cheeks all blushed out and Ushijima honestly couldn't help but blush a little himself. With his hands in his pockets when he walked in and sat down in front of him. His eyes were still closed. His voice was groggy. "T-tendou, is it okay that I still love Wakababe?" Leering at the door was Goshiki and Tendou. Goshiki started to whisper. "But he thinks that's you bab—" That's when Tendou covered Goshiki's mouth and mouthed 'just watch!'.

Ushijima took the palm of his hand and caressed Shirabu's cheek. He thought it was warm and soft. He liked that feeling and it was so nice seeing Shirabu with a soft smile on his face. Ushijima wasn't meant to hear that Shirabu was still in love him. Those words right there lit a real fire in his eyes. The male tilted his head down. Soft pressing his lips against Shirabu's to make himself known; And then it happen. Instead of a sweet kiss. Shirabu stuck his tongue down Ushijima throat. Letting the two tongue glide with each other. A little salvia on both parts; "when do you think Shirabu will notice it's Ushijima?" Tendou let out a hum. "Give him a second."

Ushijima could feel Shirabu's arms beginning to wrap around his neck for comfort. Ushijima let out a gulp. He didn't think Shira kissed like this. He could feel the male's body arching against his. Ushijima just couldn't deny how good this felt. Ushijima brought himself out to go back in for smaller kisses. Only for Shirabu's lips to sucks onto Ushijima's bottom. "Hey, Tendou was Shirabu ever that sexual with you? He can really kiss." Tendou's eyes widen as they watched. "Always but never that sexy. It's something that shocked me too. Ushijima had no idea what he's idea for."

Tendou grabbed Goshiki's fingertips. "What do you mean, Tendou?" The male softly chuckled. "Shirabu has been in love with Ushijima since High School. Ushijima also broke his heart over and by picking Oikawa so Shirabu was selfish and just turned his emotions off and pretended that his feelings for WakaWaka didn't exist and he hurt a lot." Goshiki looked over at the door. "We shouldn't disturb them. I hope Shirabu can realize it's Wakatoshi." — It'll be an epic love or so they'd hope. "Hey maybe Shirabu will be happy for real. Have a stable relationship. Wouldn't that be nice?"— Tendou just smiled. "Hey Goshiki". Tendou whispered into his boyfriend's ear. Goshiki's face turned beat red. The male ran off to their bedroom. The two chuckled.

Ushijima overheard the two talking amongst Tendou's secret about dating Shirabu. That's interesting to Ushijima or why Tendou never told him.

He noticed Kenjiro's had finally opened up and by that time he was starting to see the situation. Ushijima let off their lips. "I'm sure there's something you want to say." The male's head tilted on Shirabu's while leaving his breath.

Ushijima's Thoughts: Time to wake up Shirabu.

But before you do. I have something to tell you. Don't ever stop loving me. I'm sorry I didn't appreciate you before but let me make it up to Kenji. I know I can't fix your broken heart from the past but I promise I will never or try not to make you cry or hurt now. The male's emerald green iris gazed at Kenjiro's hazelnut iris waiting for that respond.

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