I'm Fine(Janoskians FanFic)

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I felt something coming up as I opened my eyes and coughed out water.

Someone was rubbing my back as I was trying to control myself I looked up seeing Nick.

"Thank god." He said as he engulfed me in a hug.

"You scared me, I thought I lost you." He said.

It didn't work, I'm a failure.

"Why were you in the pool?"He asked me.

"Kristen." I said as he clenched his jaw.

"That bitch." He said.

"Can you just take me home?" I asked emotionless, too many thoughts were heading through my mind.

He nodded as he carried me and took me to the car.

He buckled me up as if I'm some sort of baby and drove away to my house.

We reached my house as I unbuckled and got out.

"Thanks for the ride, I'm going to get some sleep had a bad day. Thanks for everything I love you." I said.

"Call me if anything okay?" He said as I nodded at him walking into my house as I went to my room with my wet clothes.

I got changed into some pyjamas.

I sat on my bed as I was holding some pain killer my mom keeps in the cupboards.

I was starring at it crazily.

I grabbed the razor as I kept slitting my wrists. Every insult everyone says to me was on cut, so in total I had many.

"Why me?" I said sobbing as tears were making my bed sheet wet.

I threw the razor across the room as I screamed on top of my lungs letting the blood drip all over my bed.

"This is what I deserve." I said to myself still crying.

I grabbed the pain killers, this can stop all of this. All this pain, all these rumours, all these tears. Everything will be gone if I do this. I can actually be in peace. I can handle this anymore, I'm not strong, I'm not, I'm weak.

I opened the bottle as I put a pile of pills on my palm which was body knowing the blood from my cuts leaked down.

"Goodbye." I said outloud.

I was moving my hand closer to my mouth but before I could put it in the door flew open as it was my brothers. They all gasped as I cried in front of them.

Jai ran to me as he pushed my hand away letting the pills fly everywhere around my room.

I began sobbing as I felt my brothers embrace me in our special group hug.

"I-I'm s-sorry" I cried out.

They said nothing but just hold me.

Beau got up as he clean and wrapped my cuts saying nothing as I didn't as well.

I was just watching my scars being hidden.

He finished wrapping it up as we just sat in my room.

"Why?" Luke spoke.

I looked at him as I was silently crying but Jai and Beau had there arms around me as they all had tears rolling down their cheeks as well.

"Why did you do that to yourself? Why were you going to end your life?" He said trying to stop himself from crying.

"Didn't you get the video? My life is a mess, everyone hates me, it's never going to be the same." I said covering my face.

"We saw the video, what did he mean by he paid you?" Jai asked.