Tummy Troubles {Luke}

Chapter 20

**YOUR POV***

I nodded opening the door wider for him to enter. I can tell he doesn't hesitate to walk inside.
"Y/N, I'm so so so sorry! I'm an asshole. I can't get over how badly i mistreated you. Cause you didn't deserve it one bit. An-And I understand if you hate me or whatever. But please let me help you with this child. Our child. It doesn't have to be born for me to know how much I already love him or her. I'm really really sorry. I hope you can forgive me, because I can barely forgive myself for how I treated you. Please.. I love you.. Please." He sobs out. I was crying at this point knowing he cared and that he was here.
"Luke.." I say my voice cracking a little.
He looks up at me in desperation with his tear stained cheeks down on his knees.
"Luke, stand up." I say with a bold voice. He stands up quickly with fear in his eyes.
"Luke, I'm really sorry that I never told you about this.. It's all my fault. I knew the consequences of not telling you before you left, and I really apologize for that.. But what you said, hurt. It physically and mentally hurt me. Pregnant or not it still hurts. I was scared myself, about this baby. But you made it seem like you didn't want it. I get it though. You're only 18 and I'm just 17 and we're not married at all, but it's still a human and with or without you I knew that I was going to keep it." I say crying. "After you said all of those hurtful things about me I realized something.. And it's that you didn't want to be a part of this child's life. And I sure as hell wasn't going to force you. But Luke I just don't know how to forgive or even forget all things you said to me.. I cried myself to sleep the past week, feeling empty and worthless without you.. And I don't know why I did, when you clearly stated you were done with me." I say tears falling down.
"W-What are you saying?" He hiccups.
"What I'm saying is that I still don't know if you want this. This responsibility. Or even this relationship. I can't tell, I get that you love me or so you claim.." I say in a hushed voice.
"A-Are we breaking up.. For good?" He says looking at me like I just killed a penguin.
"That's the thing Luke! I don't know anymore! You haven't proven anything to me since you got back from tour almost 2 damn weeks ago!" I sob.
"Can I please make up for it? Start over." He gets on his knees.
I just shrug.
"Y/N, please just a second chance is all I need to prove to you that I want this baby, this relationship. Every fucking thing."