My ArtWork 2.0

The End?

I dunno. I just..Don't have any inspiration anymore.

Everywhere I look, I see blandness. Nothing that catches my eye anymore.

I know, It may be selfish how I'm feeling..I try to be a good sport. But if I go on art books, and they say That 'Oh! You're going to totally win!' And 'This is the best entry yet!' It actually lowers my confidence. To the point where it is low enough that I just don't have the courage to draw any longer. This has been happening for weeks now, and I tried to hide it but I just can't. Not any longer.

I'm not envious..But lacking any confidence.

It's just a build up in my chest, and it's becoming a burden. I'll have my decision tomorrow maybe. I don't know anymore. I just don't.

I tried to keep it in but I failed.

Goodnight...