Jikook's Love Story

Soft

*Jimin's POV again*

He started to kiss my stomach and made it to my underwear line once again. But, he stopped, He looked up at me and smiled. Of course I smiled back, out of breath a bit because thats how passionate we were being. I was panting and after catching my breathe, I eventually said, "Whats wrong, babe?"

His smile faded away. He straightened his back and placed his hands gently on my stomach. He traced his fingers over my "never mind" tattoo, and then over my faint ab lines.

"You're so perfect." He eventually whispered.

"Whats that, love?" I said, totally aware of what he said, but he looked like something was really bothering him. 

"I said you're so perfect... You know that right? You know that I love you more than anything and that I'm so lucky to have you." He said softly, looking down at my stomach rubbing his hands over it gently. 

I tutted quietly and motioned for him to sit next to me on the bed. I faced him and I held his hands in mine. He was struggling to look me in the eye, so I lifted up his chin, "Hey, my baby, you can tell me what's bothering you and making you sad. Don't be scared or nervous. No matter what, I'll always love you, be here for you, and most importantly I'll always be yours." I said with a gentle, caring tone in my voice. I gave him a reassuring look, nodded my head, and smiled.

"Well, its nothing bad. I'm not like cheating on you or something, its just that... it's kind of silly but... as you know, our four year anniversary is coming up, and I know that you have liked me romantically since the beginning of our careers together. Whats bothering me is that I know our relationship could be a lot longer if I would have just paid attention and wasn't so clueless and shy. I mean, now that I look back, the fact that you actually liked me was so obvious. You came out and said that you thought I was handsome and you wouldn't leave my side. You would also always watch me practice dance and compliment me constantly. I was just too blind, stuck up, and oblivious to see it for what it really was..."
He sniffled as a single tear fell from his eye. A small sob escaped his lips and he took a deep breathe, trying to finish his thought.

"I... I was still not out sexually yet to anyone. I would always tell myself that I was straight and that it wouldn't changed, but I've know that I like men since I was 15 years old. I had never liked a guy romantically before, that is until I met you." 

As I was watching him break down in tears and silent sobs in front of me, my heart was shattering. I wiped away his tears and kissed his cheek. I never knew that he wasn't out yet before BTS debuted. I never knew that I was the first guy that he thought of in a romantic way. I never knew any of this. 

 Continue reading for the next part!