have you ever felt lost?
not physically, but you feel like it's yourself who is lost
unable to find the light
feeling imprisoned in a dark place that is empty and quiet
these thoughts I am unable to beat
every time I try to fight
the further I drown into it,
it's killing me yet, I just allow it
I never assumed I'd be back at this place
often believed it was only a phase
but in this case
it just feels like I'm in an endless race
what are we racing for really?
is it worth it or should I just let these thoughts get the best of me?
