Adopted by my saviours!

Eating Habits

Alva's POV
I only had a few more days to go until I would start my online school. Its was a kind of Face time basis. There was going to be five others "students", all at the same learning level as me, along with a tutor. He/she would post worksheets online and we'd print them off as and when we needed them.

I packed my school bag, and made sure I put a model magazine in there. Looking at those girls, so slim, so perfect in every way, made me feel happy that I could maybe get that thin, but sad that I wasn't that thin yet. It wasn't fair!

I got to school, hearing the jeers as usual, along with the occasional "OMG, thats Pewdiepie's kid, Alva!" Which was nice, but that's all anyone said about me.

As usual, I ran up to the library at break and, flicking through glamour magazines, just wishing I could be the girls in these pictures. They seemed like they could get any guy they wanted with looks alone. Add a good personality and intelligence to that, they'd gr the most sort after person ever to grace the planet. That's the kind of girl I longed to be, and I would become that girl.

The bell for lesson sounded and I picked up my stuff before walking to PE, where we were doing circuits. Normally, I wouldn't give a damn about this kind of thing, but I worked so hard that sweat was dripping off me. Lunch was annoying. I waited in the queue, but veered away from the food bar even though I had no food with me. Some of the supervisors looked at me in suspicion, but I just pulled faces at them and walked away.

I sat alone in the corner of the lunch hall, just wishing I had friends. What was the thing that made people hate me so much. I turned and saw my reflection in a window. It was obvious. I was fat and pug-ugly (no offence Maya and Edgar). If I lost the weight then surely I'd end up looking better. I got up and walked off, dreaming of perfect me.

When I got home, the first thing I saw was Pewds eating one direction cupcakes. "Its funny 'cause they split up" I said to him. "Don't make fun of my precious's!" He screeched at me. "Do you want a cupcake, Alva? I'm gonna start calling you LlamaAlva or something" Pewdiepie asked. Automatically, I reached to grab one, but then I heard a tinny voice in the back of my mind go "Go on then piggy! Carry on scoffing food and getting fat! Make yourself even uglier!" and I quickly pulled my hand back, as if I had just hit an electric barrier around the cupcakes. Felix noticed this. "Are you alright Alva? You haven't been yourself over the past two or three days. Are you sick?" He asked. I looked him in the eye and said "Yes, I have been feeling a bit sick" I said, before walking off. "Feeling sick of being fat" I finished in my head. I dumped my school bag and set up my camera, ready to make a video.

"... so Matt Santoro, collab with me maybe?" I said. "Alright Llamas, that's all for now, I'll see you tomorrow with a new video! Bye" I finished off, and turned off the camera, sighing and falling back on my bed when I hears Marzia yell my name. I walked downstairs to her, and she had a serious look on her face. "Alva, you, me, and Felix need to talk" she said, leading me through to the kitchen.
#################################.hey guys! If I'm honest, I'm running out of ideas of this story and am not sure if I should continue. Therefore I am going to ask you guys. If you have an idea for where the story should go, tell me. If no-one sends me a suggestion by message, then this story will end by the end of April (this month). Please tell me if you have an idea, thanks!